Dear diary yes, that is how I am beginning to see this article. Even though I know many read as I write in my personal diary that other eyes are reading and finding my very words as I put them to print. I find that with in me is a commitment to God and if it is so then what I have is not any different than others but I have the opportunity of making a fool of my self before the world and others are smart enough to not do this.
After writing the last article I left those that read with the knowledge of my involvement with Nancy. We were to go to the doctors for him to look at my skin and see that all was as it should be. Nancy agreed to go with us then I told her we would then go to the jewelry and pick out a wedding ring. Now I must tell you that we had been together one time alone for dinner I had told about. I had told her I would not push her into anything I would give her tree days to decide. I mean how much time is necessary for one to know. So, I told her this and she said she would go to the doctors but said nothing about the ring. After the doctors she said it was important that we speak on this subject before she would accept the ring. I explained that the ring was my way of telling her my attentions and her acceptance would be hers to me.
Pedro explained to me that any woman would accept a ring regardless of her feelings that this would not be a timely thing for me to do. He called my speedy Gonzales no one does this. But I took Nancy to the jewelry and would you guess the name of the jewelry was βNancyβs Jewelryβ.Β And she was also an acquaintance of Pedroβs so upon entering we had Nancy who owns the place come forward and we found a small ring which my woman put on and showed us how pretty it was. No, I said I want a larger stone so after several times she finally brings forth a one carat diamond which she shows us the price and I say that will be good. So, we order the ring and we went back last night and got that ring. She now wears this ring and I have an woman who has said to me if this ring is only what you expect to cause me to go to your bed you can have back the ring. No, I assured he it is my comment to you as I have said and it is you commitment to me period.
She as I believe God has brought her to me and that as long as he is my guide she accepted the ring. She has sense made it plane that this ring is not anything other than that and if I am to be her man I have to follow as God would guide us.
Yesterday we meet with another attorney firm to discuss the purchasing or building a corporation but I introduced Nancy not as another attorney but as my intended. They give me information about Colombia law and what I had in mind cannot be. You cannot build an airline if you canβt pay for it up front. In order to sale stock something you must build it first so those that buy have something they are getting for their money. Β I had intended on building the corporation then sale stock to build but that is not possible in Colombia. With my head in my hand, I left the meeting feeling like a dead man walking. Nancy wants to meet with me today to explain that which I did not understand yesterday. Have any of you sat in a meeting where you are in control and have others speak in a language and you have no idea what they are saying. Yes I had help but they were limited poor old Emanual was desperately on his phone finding words that would explain to me what was said. I scolded him for using a phone when I needed his attention. He told me he needed the phone to find those words he knew not. Now I had to slow things down and it was a chess game to say the least.
Now as I write I am amazed why God would put me in such an embarrassing situation. At this point I must admit that I am water way over my head and where I turn or what I do at this point will be either from God or I am distant to failure. As I write this I should know it has been him from the beginning why I should attempt it otherwise.
So here I set on old man in a strange country with limited financing expecting to build an enormous airline.Β Just how big was Goliath to David? What I do tomorrow is what I am going to do and to say I pray would be a very understatement.
A Messenger,
Verl K.