After many hours of study many hours of prayer, many hours of dwelling on a subject of interest it finally came to me and that was after putting a sign on my wall to quit changing things in my apartment. People came into my house and immediately stated to change what they saw to what they wanted. I had Emanuel print a sign that I wanted posted that this is my apartment please donβt change things to meet what you want leave them where they are. Everyone enters and then the sign telling them to leave alone I put on an angle so it was not as they expected. Everyone wants everything they see to be as they are used to and will move it to match what they are comfortable with.
I was prepared to write an article about fasting and it started with loss of weight but as I studied and got into actually putting it to print it came to me the secret is not just the weight loose it is the change that does the results. We live and continue to do that which is comfortable to us. Change can only happen when we get out of the comfortable and get into the uncomfortable that things change. A weightlifter has to force the muscles to hurt to get change. If you want something you must get out of that mind set and get un yes uncomfortable before it will happen. The people around you are there because they make you feal what you are used to and what you want. The foods we eat are what is normal and we continue eating, drinking and doing that which is what we are wanting and what we are happy with. For change to happen it is very important that we have this change. Every morning at the same time this happens and we do that over and over.
My life is different because without knowledge of why I have found myself enjoying the change. I had trouble writing my feelings until Debby (special friend) told me just write and let other make that decision rather it is what they want but write what you feel and let us read or not. Last night as I lay in bed something messed with the covers over my feet l felt them move and I just let it happen. What effect that was for I have no idea but it was real to me.
I have written that Golden Goose Airlines will be now we have another thing to consider it I am wrong and I was not put here to help build that by putting it to words we have to think that if I die and it did not happen then what will be the results to others? They can conclude that I was delusional or there is not God. Which would make Scott (another good friend) happy because it gives him support to his thinking. Now if it happens as I say it can be another thing but did I tempt God buy saying things that I should have not said. Am I
forcing God to either do as it is written or not.
I choose to think that by getting out of what was normal and getting into what I felt gave me comfort. I enjoy the change; I meet people very easily and find that change is what makes me happy. I go on fasting because it creates in me an unnormal situation that I find helps me to draw on another lift to my life. It was for weight but I gained by the change of diet. The point of all this is if you want something to be different you must get out of that which you are used to and create a change. That change is what you desire without knowing why. We justify our way with what we read and we read that because it is what we want to continue so that is why we read it.
There are many rules that we follow and things we do because they make us continue to be in the world we are used to and things around us are in a particular order for that reason. Long sentence which I am told not to do. It is hard stop doing those things that we are used to or that we have been told is the proper thing. We get everything in our own world to fit what we are used to and do not even consider that the change could be good for us.
If I never get another message out I would like those of you that have read this to know that the best message I have ever gave is this one. Learn to get out of that rut and find you can be happy with a change. Get out of the comfortable and find you are still able to live with the car not washed the bed not made the curtain part way open it; life will still go on.
A Messenger,
Verl K.