Now the birthday has come and gone I now have to take the fact that now I am older I should be wiser and cleverer. At 83 I have decided that I should try to refrain from some of the things that young people do but when you get older you should know better. I have an advantage here if I promise to do something that just canβt be then I get another shot at corrections at New Years Eve. I like most pledge to do that what should be and aut to be but I was drunk at the time so it doesnβt count.
So, this year no more inviting three women for an all-night party. I am going to cut that to two hours they usually give out by then anyway.
Next I am going to cut down on the amount of coffee I am drinking 2 β 12 cup coffee pots a day is pretty heavy. They say that ages you but I have lived twenty years longer so far than the ones that say said.
Again, my mind is mostly female it does as it wants to and disregards my thoughts. The other book I am writing Check Mate brings to light things in the future like eventually they will find coffee is good for you. But in writing that book I am telling the story about me. It is not my life but things that happened in my life so keeping with that thought I am the writer, first person in the story and I am the author. In this book I step in as author and add information when I change to author from Dan (story is his travels) when I change to authorΒ that is laughter in writing ones own story.
Ya I am telling a story and then I tell what it means as author. How do I keep this stuff separate and run back and forth you ask. Its easy when one is not limited by other teachings. Not knowing a noun from a verb or what color a preposition is you cant put it into a box you just let it be what it is and go on. Sometimes in life doing nothing saves months of hard work.
Now back to the coffee just a second here you know that if I could get two cents a word from the Universe I could have enough money to buy dinner by ten oβclock in the morning. Yes mother I will get back to that, some things in life are explainable and some are like I mentioned doing nothing. If I have worded this right you are now approaching what 83 feels like now, you are supposed to know but canβt remember anything about the coffee or rather Dan exists or not and where did you read this?
Well, I think I will go have a cup of coffee and see if I can remember what else I am not supposed to do. Damn perfection has limitations. I end by telling you that the light in ones own personal tunnel is not limited.
A Messenger,
Verl K.