Those of you that get tired of my talking about God and all the good things he has done for me I want to tell the negatives for a change. Yes, there are two sides to everything, and I want to admit something I recently learned. While working on my new book βCheck Mateβ where I tell of many close calls to death. I have so much trouble trying to write them all down.
It came to me recently that I have had so many times I should have died and it would have been all over. I think I meet with Saint Peter so many times he got tired of seeing me again and refusing my entry into Heaven until he had to take a rest and he let Mother Teresa fill in for him.
If you think an angle can remember things try to picture a woman running the show. An angel only remembers this lifetime, but a woman angle she donβt forget nothing I bet she knows six lifetimesβ ago when I stole Halloween candy from a kid or some dumb thing that only woman would remember.Β She also must have refused me entry into Heaven several times. At first, I thought it was amazing that I had so many close calls and walked away then it came to me they donβt want me.
I am learning things that perhaps I should not know. I am getting more and more into writing this book just so I can hear those stories again. Β I bet I am the only guy in all of creation that has been refused to let die. There have been a couple that God got, and they didnβt die he just took em. Well, I have an exceptionally good friendship with God, and I brag that I have a bible signed by the author and may be that is what pissed them off. I spend as much time as possible discussing my articles and asking his opinion, but it finally came to me that yes, we each have a reason for our life, and I settled into the fact I was to draft these articles but now I am learning I must have much more to achieve.
I have told everyone that I am going to start a corporation which will be Golden Goose Corporation. And also, an airline which will be Golden Goose Airline but that is not the only reason I am still left here. I have to admit I am stating to get a anxiety disorder is what you call when you feel guilty about something. I told you I am not the smartest nut in the forest I am not sure just where I fall into the line with other nuts, but I have a pretty hard shell. Now I find I have to get in line with my stuff, and I was believing I was here to give encouragement to others and to help build this airline.
Working on this book has enlightened me to the fact that not only have they saved my life so many times they are getting tired of me showing up trying to get in. I think I may have to forge a death certificate just so when I get to Heaven, I will have proof I finished. When others complete their assignment, they are taken so the fact I am still here and tried to get through the gates must be a fact that I am not wanted yet. Others may tell what God will do for them but know that when I say what he will do I know he is real now if I say he will do something and it is a lie understand that I worry not what others say when I die because they are no longer a part of my world. But know that I will be judged by the truth and if I want a happy life, I had better be really sure what I say now.
It happens that I have found a way to teach my readers that there is not a thing in the world to worry about speaking of God. Why others do not get goose bumps is why they avoid reading they do not want the bumps. Sorry about that God and readers I have an obligation to both of you and they both are cemented with love. Reading and writing are what keeps me happy and healthy. Why healthy? Because it keeps the mind into the game of life that to me is more important than physical health. You do understand you can only bend so many times you have a limit of how far you can walk in this life but to my knowledge there is no limit to what ones mind can achieve. I am not to far in mental maybe third grade so there is much to learn and more than enough empty space to put it. Again, know that together we make a pair and as always there are two to everything.
A Messenger,
Verl K.