Miracles cannot be explained in terms we as humans can understand.
The greatest minds could not do it; the greatest, historians the greatest fortune teller, soothsayer or seer.Β They can explain the word but not the reason or action for it.
A teacher learns as he/she teaches. A doctor practices medicine. An idea grows with continual thoughts. Spiritual is the same thing only different subject.
In putting together my latest book on near death experiences brings to the front Mirales. How can I have had close to forty near death experiences and walked away, unharmed. In putting these down on paper brings many things that would never have entered my mind previously. I put them down not to publish but to look and try to understand the meaning of them.
My near-death experiences happened without my knowledge they were going to happen. Each happened then I was saved and when writing these it occurred to me that many before me had the same things only not the same when you really compare them.
The prophet Daniel entered the lions den knowing he could be killed. David faced Goliath knowing he could be killed. Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego entered a furnace and were saved from the heat. Many more were saved by their faith in the past as we read history. They each knew in advance they were going to face death and were saved.
I was saved the same way except I did not know in advance it was coming. That fact alone makes a miracle but over and over again is strange. Each of those I spoke of did it once I had it happen many times. It was not my faith that saved me it was by Grace that saved me. I still had not fully understood spiritual blessings. I must add here I am still stumped why me. I was not a religious man yes I knew God but was not a true believer.
Is it any wonder I am drawn to spiritual things from this. Next I leave the United States at 82 years old and go to Costa Rica knowing not a sole there. Having no family or friends, speaking no Spanish, and in a strange country by myself. I stayed for eight months and had many friends, doctors, hospitals and places of enjoyment but felt the need to leave.
I showed up in Colombia South America on July 9 atΒ 9 oβclock at night. No Colombia pesos, speaking no Spanish, knowing no one in the hole country. Today I have many friends and completely satisfied with my living conditions.
The near death is not any easier to explain than my experiences in Costa Rica, or Colombia. Thirty days after entering Colombia I had an apartment on the ocean, many friends and a happy life.
As I try to explain these things how can someone of very limited formal education expect to tell the world of the things that have taken place in my life. Yes I was setting alone in a big house in Nevada USA paid for;Β receiving income from social security and on June 6, 2024, I lost my woman I had been living with for 24.5 years. She died one week maybe two weeks after being diagnosed with cancer.
I prayed I cried I pleaded with God not to take my woman. I refused to let her go but what I wanted was not what God wanted. I was setting alone in that big house after having my daughter who had came down to give me support but that was not to be. She had moved in and took over what she wanted painting the house doing everything she wanted for her comfort. I was wearing coats in my house in the summer she keep it so cold. She could not stand the smell of the air conditioner so she filled the house with odors that were killing my sense of smell. Her lifestyle and mine were night and day different. Please leave me alone let me be just set here and do nothing was about what I was saying in those days.
Well, I could set there and watch T.V. and do nothing and wait to die or I could get up and live. I had an enter voice pushing me out of my comfort zone and into new life.
Looking back over the years from the times of life threating experiences to an enter mental realization that God had a plan for me and the only way I could find any enter peace was to try and follow that deep felling to move forward. I told friends I was going to leave Nevada and go to Costa Rica where I knew no one and had nothing to explain accept I was tired of the cold and snowy weather.Β You cannot go at 82 years old to a foreign country with no one to help and care for you. That would be insane for you to do I was told. One friend Rich Lucas said I think you are doing the right thing so not everyone was against it.
So, as I set here today I can honestly say that where I live is the best place I have ever been as happy. I am very content looking out my sliding glass doors at the Caribbean Ocean. My older brother Mel said to watch the ocean is the same thing over and over again he was not interested in hearing the waves hit the beach or the sun sets or sun rise over the horizon. I have sat upon mountain tops looking at the pine trees the blue lakes below and the green meadows of the high country. Β That I gave to light in my books of Great Eagle that is how that story was founded.
As I write this I find that enter peace comes from within not what others want but what I want. I find love of people and places are the same everywhere I go. Why because I take it with me. That love is felt rather in Costa Rica, Colombia or America I feel a peace because I want to feel a peace. I feel love because I want to feel love.
As I write this I have absolutely no desire for anything to be added to my world accept a closer tie with God. Next question shall I throw this in the garbage or put it to the world.
A Messenger,
Verl K.