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Sometimes I just can’t hep it but before I put this into the garbage as many before I am going to put it out for the world to share.

 

I believe the greatest gift God could give to me is laughter and lighting, loving and kindness, flowers, kisses and blushes.

Of all the blessing he could give to me would be birds a chirping, children a smiling, dogs barking, songs of heaven, Angels singing, trumpets blowing.

I believe the greatest things to be will be his blessings his words progressing, his love a sharing. Oh Yes what he gives to me is words of praise thoughts sweet things saved for me.

I believe the greatest gift would be laughter, lightning flashing at me. Children playing, kittens cuddling, music so sweet it feels to me.

Teach me so sing teach me to care teach me all the things that’s dear. Touch me tender touch me deep give me laughter give me care. Teach me to love teach me to share. Give me the things that you hold near.

OH God the things you give the things we share our those things we should all feel near. Thank you father thank you dear for sharing that love and caring to care.

A Messenger,

Verl K.

Here I awake at the keyboard again I think maybe I sleepwalk and this is a security hole for me to hide in. Would like to brag and tell of all that I got for Christmas and show the world what great things I have but I have a weakness for honesty and I can only tell the truth. God gave me many gifts just before the doctor hit me on my ass and caused me to start this journey called life.

The greatest gift I have is friends and books. I love my friends and I love to read. I have you that read my nonsense continually and I have books I read continually. I read about 450 words per minute today but in the past I clocked at 1250 words per minute. Not record breaking but fair the same as my time in the boxing ring good but not great, my time shooting trap I averaged 95 out of a hundred not great but on occasion would hit 100 out of 100. Not great but good.

I spent most of my life moving dirt. I was either digging a hole for someone or burying one and I built many subdivisions in Utah and in California. I have built ski runs in Park City Utah I have placed fuel tanks for the police in Oakland California. Again, nothing perfect but I got by.

Why do I mention this just to show you that my ability to write is like everything else I have ever done it is not great but it gets me by. When God passed out looks I was in the back of the line and got what was left, I moved over to the brain line and it was also kind of short by then. That is where I meet most of my friends they were all together enjoying the fruits of their success and while joking and laughing I fell in love with people.

I was also handed things I like to do one of them I can’t talk about but I will share some of the others.  I love to discuss things no one else wants to talk about. I love to tell of the wonderful things that happen to me. I am working on a favorite one for the first of the year. Among things that I enjoy is reading and writing. Years ago, I could type at approx.. 65 words per minute and that stopped like a stop sign was in front of me when my granddaughter ask me to prove it. Girls can be so rude.

So, anyway what you get today is what is left over after many years of testing the waters in many different cities and many different countries. I make no apologies because what you read is the best I can do with what I got. Not perfect, not great just what it is. Why should I complain about any gift God would give me? I am happy writing and if you can loose a few minutes reading and not feel your time wasted then we both come out ahead. Does everything we do have to be justified? When is it our turn to set down relax and just breath without others challenging us. That is my trump card the one I play when all else fails. “You know I am 83 what do you expect?” Works every time.

Ok again nothing gained nothing lost but a good time had by all.

A Messenger,

Verl K.

What I want and what you want or most often not the same thing. Why would that be what you ask? You were born in a different place at a different time and raised by different people and parents and you would think you would want the same thing when what you have done your whole life was different than what I have done.

 

Now you have a child that you brought into this world rather you were the actual parents or not is not the issue the point being that child came into the world at a different time than you did and right of the get go the world to them is a different time than you, their friends will be different the home, the school, and the hole environment will be different for that child. Everything changes nothing stays the same.

Now I ask you would you buy a drink for a drunk? Of course, not you say. Would you buy a fix for a person addicted to narcotics? No, you say you’re the reason for your answer is obvious. But yet you want a child to want what you want. I am not suggesting your child is either a drunk or an doper what I am trying to convey is they are addicted to what they have been taught and because of the environment and changes from what you are they are different individuals than you are regardless if they were born and raised in your house. They are still an individual with a separate brain and ambition than you.

What we are speaking about here is that the difference between two individuals is not ever going to be the same. You can love them or not it will not change the fact they are an individual and will all ways be that way. What you want and what I want are not the same and by the same thinking you must understand that your very own child or loved one is different and will have different wants in life.

Now the caution comes is what you want what they want? Better question IS what you want for them better for them than what they want for themselves? How sure are you of that answer? Lets jump to education here. You want that child to have an education you say. Ok but does the child want that education the same way you want to give them that education. Education comes in a broad form.  You can hang a certification on the wall saying you did this or that but it is worthless if one did not earn it.

Say I have a certification saying I won the driver of the year and have never driven a car before. When asks by another about driving and you cannot answer the question what good was the certification certificate on the wall. What we have here is you can want or give to another but you cannot make them be what you want them to be. You cannot make the cake without blending the flour and eggs together regardless of how much you love the cake. You cannot make the child a pilot of airplanes regardless of how much you love that child or how much you love to fly. You can help them learn to fly if they want to learn but you cannot push a rope and you cannot make someone else be what they do not want to be. Accept that and know that when you offer an education for that child if they do not want to help earn that education you are pushing a rope.

You to go to the doctors office and see on the wall showing they had certificates of education. But the doctor is not seeing patience they are in the back playing video games.  Makes you wonder if someone wanted them to be a doctor worse than they did.

You can buy them an education but you cannot make them smart. You certainly cannot make them successful they have to want it themselves.

The certification on the wall has to be earned not given. The presents gave should be for help not force. Perhaps I have chased this as far as I can to get you to understand the best you can do is to teach them where to get that education where to lean for guidance. If you can teach them to go to the best teacher the best instructor the best of the best is where your attention should be. Teach them to love God and you can know in your heart of hearts that you have set the table for the greatest meal they will ever have.

No one likes to be told but we all want to learn. Perhaps this day is the perfect time in all creation to stand back and look to where the true meaning of what it is all about. Perhaps today is the perfect time for those really important to those you love. Do not try to be God to another teach them to want that which is really important to their development. No greater gift can be gave than wisdom of the well of love. Nothing I as a writer can give or say that has more truth than truth itself.

We all start from a different place at a different time with different teachers but when the race is over we will all end up at the same finish line. If you can teach them to follow the light you can rest knowing you have gave them the best possible gift in all creation.

 

A Messenger,

Verl K.

Sometimes information is there but not obvious as we would like it to be. An example is the road to hell is wide. What is not said is that it is dark and the road to heaven is narrow but again it is not said but with a few minutes reading we find that it is well lit. Yes, the light shines in all corners and we have to understand that in order to find the true meaning is sometimes a matter of reading and thinking.

Again, the information is available to those that search and look for it. When writing these articles, I sometimes start to imagine when looking back and seeing what is said that I think I am more than I am. On further analysis I have to understand that for me to be of any use to you the reader or me the writer that I must be as a mirror and reflect that which is available to me. It is hard sometimes to keep the fingers off the mirror and pass that which should be said from what I think I am. The gift I receive did not generate in me it came as a gift and as such I must try to remember that.

Bottom line in order to fallow a narrow road one must look to the light in order to see the way. That light is bright and available to all who only ask and takes the time to look for it. I have no gift that all of you do not have. In fact, there are very few out there who read this that has less to offer than I do. Most have better writing ability’s further education and less baggage from the past.

I am reminded of a story of a golfer who hit the ball into an ant hill and when he got ready to hit it he missed the ball and killed ten thousand ant’s. He lined up again and as before he missed the ball and killed ten thousand more ant’s. He keep this up until two ants remained. One ant turned to the other and said if we want to live we better get on the ball.

That pretty much sums up how I see it if we are to find the light we had better get on the ball.

 

A Messenger,

Verl K.

As we pass through this era of time I know we are faced with many trials if it were not so we would have been told. We are given many things but we have been instructed and we have with in us a guide to direct us. Starting this journey, we have those instructions and a guide to direct us. What else could God have gave us to put us on the right path? We are that which he created, this season is to remind us and of why and give glory to that existence.

 

As we enter the new year let us give thanks and remember the reason for our very opportunities. We are the seed and when it is taken care of with what is available we have no reason to not be that which we were intended to be.

Join me in giving thanks at this time to give knowledge and praise for it.

A Messenger,

Verl K.

Myrtle, Mable and Moley just sit and smile they do not expect to be orchards they are content just being poinsettias. How much we can learn from that. Their being red and green they give seasonal brightness and cheerfulness just being a part of this world. Oh yes they have a voice they radiate love, contentment, beauty and happiness just by being part of this world.  

We can learn much from them. They don’t scream and yell just by being here allows us to feel what true love is. So much can be learned by just knowing they are there for our pleasure.  

As the day grows near they remind us that giving sometimes can be more than a word or voice can convey. Love and the holidays is much more than just a word or voice can project. When we understand it is not the size of the Christmas tree or the brightness of the lights that attract us. By observing Myrtle, Mable, and Moley, we see that simply being happy and sharing that positivity with others reveals our true spirit.  Just being here full of love will radiate more when that light is shared with others. Learn from the three sisters, it’s not the height of the tree nor the brightness of the lights that drew us in it is when we allow others to see our own light. Burning with love and happiness is a large gift to give when shared.  

I would like all my readers to see and feel that which is all around us as this season of rejoicing approaches. The real gift is felt with in and only felt by others when openly shared.  May your light shine with the love to many.  

 A Messenger, 

Verl K. 

Merry Christmas from Verl’s World to all. 

We are taught in the United States that two subjects that should not be talked about Politics and Religion which let me offer this the difference between them is like comparing a mustard seed to an elephant.

Trump is now the most powerful man on the planet but his ability is limited to area. He can try to help but his limits are within a country and many people only see that as their world when in reality he can only do what is allowed by rules.

You can not be free with out God he has control of the chains that bind us not a politician not a clergyman there is only one who can release those chains.

When I enter the valley of the unknown I rely on the wisdom that God led me there and know he will guide me through it the same way he brought me to it. The abundance of God’s love is merely a matter of asking for it.

Years ago, I was in an Electronic class trying to understand trigonometry and just could not get it into my head. Bill Zabriskie sat next to me and he told me Verl this is so simple you are out thinking yourself. This is so simple he went on to say he was in the National Guard and when they fired a large gun when the bullet hit the ground by using a slide ruler he could figure the necessary change the gun had to make before they could put another shell into the gun. That he went on to tell me was how simple this is. And I offer to you this same knowledge accept the wisdom offered don’t doubt the system.

A ask why me how come I receive this information. My answer was only the man who plants the seed, nurseys it and waters it can appreciate the results. To be handed the flower does not have the same love as the man who took the time to grow it.

I do not apologize for putting to words those things I feel should be said thanks to Debby I find I put what I feel and what I think others should know. Those that do not want it has the same delete button as everyone else so take what you want and let it be.

A Messenger,

Verl K.

 

Let me continue with the mind wave that I spoke of in the last article. The wave generated in our own head is powered by the same wave that it sends out. Understand this wave is not slow as our modern electricity but faster than human knowledge can comprehend. It is out is it is back it is out it is back millions of times per a unit we have not put to name. Just imagine a signal leaving and the first is back long before the ending has started. This wave has power it has oscillations so fast and so often it uses this in more ways that this but know the power is provided in the wave. Understanding is in ones ability to forget the reason just accept the act.

Let me change here just a few minutes and lets talk about receiving from this signal. In order to explain let me start by saying when we learn to read we stumble through the verbal as well as the understanding of its meaning. As we grow we learn to say and mimic what is told to us. We are trained from the first to follow and repeat. Sound out each word and sound and read a loud so you can get use to the words. As we grow and learn that in order to speed up this verbal communication we must learn to think it and not say it in one own mind. Seeing it on paper and know what it says and do not try to verbally say it within our own mind. This is part of speed reading that one learns if your interested. But I am not here to explain a system that has been used for generations and many ages. Now with this understanding you can maybe see that there is a way to go beyond speed reading. Know this that when you look at something it takes time for that visual signal to travel through this physical body and be changed from a video to a mental thought. I am going to jump ahead because I know others do not want the crumbs they want the cake. Okay the wave has information and the mind can accept this without having to justify as we normally do when we read. We say to our self’s what is this guy trying to tell me. If we accept the wave as already filtered through God and others then we can grab this and add to our wisdom. The mind is not limited by the body as I have already explained the mind is a separate unit installed in an imperfect vessel.

We send out a signal we get back a signal we send a signal we receive a signal. But this is not in our time frame of thoughts it happens faster than the heartbeat of the vessel can feed blood.

Now we have to step into deep water. Now I laugh because I hear what you just said. Yes we are going to step beyond the mind game, the mind wave and get into worth while stuff. First ask more questions of why this is so. Everyone accepts right of the batt that the guide is for our protection but as everything else in creation there are more wheels turning than one. What else could we use that we have not ask for? How about wisdom, healing, seeing, understanding where do I stop. The information available in this wave is not limited to what we know, which is nothing at this point.

The thoughts that I offer you are not just to amuse you but to cause you to see there is more to the gifts we receive than we acknowledge. Why did all those before us go out by themselves by fasting. Stop here I must tell that I personally believe that the digesting of food takes from our ability of reasoning. Those that understood and wanted to know did not eat and I would suggest to you that the wave is always the same but receiving the signal can be slowed by the vessel.

The wave contains all knowledge all wisdom all intelligence and all memory of anything from the creation of the world. Where does all this information come from? It was put there by everyone who ever had a thought or a mental picture of any magnitude. Everything that was ever invented was acquired by tapping into this mental wave. When the atom bomb was invented they went through many mental blocks and by continually looking at the question deeper, asking questions, wanting to known. Finally, they received the answer the same way that we do everyday in many ways we let pass.

I could go into this a little deeper but all I have in mind is to bring into light a subject not usually discussed. I will refrain from this subject I promise. I take this statement as I can but when the urge to splurge is upon me I just can’t hep it. But let me say this now you had to have ask where did I get this information I pass to you. The same place Alexander Hamilton, George Washington, Martin Luther King and all those including making of the Ark.

A messenger,

Verl K.

I enjoy pointing out things that others just seem to accept and not even think about. One of those things that is obvious to me follows: When you read the bible it tells us straight out that man was put on earth on the sixth day of creation.

No doubt here now when did we receive the gift of the Holy Spirit. Promising to send a “Helper” or “Comforter” to believers? If you check you will see it was one of the last things Jesus Christ gave us before he left.

Why do I point this out? For the reason that one should be aware that the spirit was long after man and that the spirit was added and it never said anything about it receiving oxygen or blood flow from the recipient. Why does this matter? Think about this we have a physical body and we have a spirit within us if you are a believer. The physical body has control over our actions but not our mind if one should agree the mind is part of that gift. The physical body when carelessly adds alcohol or drugs or anything else that controls that body but the mind is a separate thing and if we consider that even when the body takes on this outward influence it does not enter the soul because the soul is not a part of that body. In this case we would have two sides to an individuals thoughts. The body is wanting more and the mind is trying to tell us that it is not a good idea. The point being there are in effect two of us with that in mind I would like to offer a just suppose thing to be considered.

The mind is a gift and not limited by human cells or is not feed from within so where does it get its power from? I would suggest a Mind Wave that when one thinks of something that wave is sent out and the speed is not of this world the distance is not of our knowledge but it would explain how a prayer could be sent. The energy creating it is not of our knowledge and not spoken of.  Where does it go and who can receive it? I would suggest anyone can receive these thought waves and that would explain how one could possibly read another’s mind. But then it could also explain how we ask for something and where that thought wave being generated in our heads is heard by others. Knowledge can be derived from this same wave if one would concentrate and desire it.

Just a thought when we are out partying and having fun we try to override the don’t do that which is telling us; but we do not listen so that part even though we knew better we get what we wanted. When does the mind get even? The next morning when the head hearts and the body is suffering a little message appears between the ears and we hear very plainly what a damn fool we are. This is extreme in each way not all misuse our physical bodies but by giving the worst sometimes explains the overindulgence at the table or those midnight runs to the kitchen for things we don’t need. And if you have any doubt that other things have a voice (wave) what made you remember that cake or the ice cream? Again, somethings are fun to think about but not all are understood.

 

A Messenger,

Verl K.

I love the forbidden fruit so much I want to test the waters and see if there are any fish in here. I am going to educate a few of my fellow men. Let me make the statement first: All women are prostitutes and all men are fools. Please allow me six years of explanations then you can get even if you still want to honey. Honey yes that is for all the sweet things reading they want to hear and if they don’t get what they want well let me continue the story.

In the very beginning God gave Adam a woman and not being critical of him I just want to let others know he was a lot smarter than most would give him credit for.  Here is this guy the only guy in the world there is none other so his wife shows up pregnant and if she could hear what he would be saying their would be no family or any generations following that first unit. Can you hear him talking to himself saying not another man in the whole world and so she finds a snake. Can you imagine that then when I try to point out she has not only gave away the only cherry in the world she has to find a snake. She does not want to talk about it because what could she use for an excuse? I can answer that because she is a woman.

In the meantime, the king says to the queen are you going to put out tonight or do I have to fed you to the lions and find another woman. What he does not know is he does not control the pussy cat that he thought he did. He is about to learn that Adam passed on what a fool is way back there when he should  have gone  to court and sued her. Oh no judges yet and no attorneys yet either. The snake has got work to do yet.

If he could get her before the judge and show there was not other men no other way she could have gotten pregnant because he didn’t do it. Would he win the lawsuit? No because she is a woman and they have privileges above a king in fact they have pay grades way above that.

You get ready to go to a party and the wife turns her back to you and sticks out her butt for you and asks you does this look alright? Now if you tell her the ass is way to big and she has been eating to much sweets you can be assured the draw bridge to that fruit is way passed anything you can afford you just as well buy a ticket and join me in Colombia as try to get into the fruit cellar. Remember she is not a whore because she didn’t ask for anything. The fact you had to marry her and give her everything she ask before you got a key to the fruit cellar has nothing to do with it. The key to the fruit cellar is in the doorknob in the basement but to you it is hid.

Yes the king had to learn he was a fool and from Adam to now we have been paying and that should be proof as to our being a fool. The king thought he was in control what a fool.

The very first argument was between Adam and Eve and with all he had going he could not win now what makes you think you have a leg to stand on. God gave me the ability to write but not any to be an artist where I could paint a picture of what a fool looks like. Well sense I can talk and not draw I will show you anyway go into the bathroom and look over the sink I left a picture of a fool for you.

Next time the woman ask you for your opinion and it is different than what she wants to hear before opening your mouth I would suggest going to the bathroom a minute and look at that picture. But remember she is not a prostitute and if you try to point out the price she ask for piece and harmony in the house you can be assured why Adam didn’t bring up the subject.

A Messenger,

Verl K.

Who said I was limited to what or when I write. I remind you I give you these information and you give nothing in return. Consider this you read and then say I have to tell my friends because you like to share things you enjoy. Well, you married her and enjoy her how come you don’t send her here for the weekend? You know share pleasures.  Can you imagine Hey honey want to go spend the weekend with Verl.         Her answer: Want to find a cobra in your bed.

Some things just cannot be explained.