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If I were to have the ear of the president of the United States I would tell him that he is in a position to improve the world by using what is already available to him. Well, I have a better ear I have the Universe to speak to and they have more to offer than the President does. If I were to have a voice in politics I would tell President Trump that those that served before him has much yet to offer. The people paid for their service and they received a knowledge by their service to us. Security and retirement funds continue to finance the cost of that knowledge. Why not create a Past Presidents cabinet, gathering all living former presidents at the table to share their experience and insights in making major decisions, rather than leaving those choices to just one individual?

Years ago, the Indian would allow the older to voice what they would do or what they thought could help the tribe. People often miss important lessons from previous generations due to daily routines.

Years ago, the Masonic Lodge would bring in members and they learned the secrets of a Master Mason over the back fence. It is not a big secret today as it was then but learning was a thing shared by neighbors. To day the lodge is like most organizations the people are so busy doing the things necessary to get through life they have no time to listen or spend time with a neighbor. Consequently, the lodge is seeing a membership decline like the Moose, Eagles, and other clubs. The subject of God is so profound that both scientists investigate his works and various religions focus on understanding him.  Intelligent minds trying to solve worldly words. Our universe is vast and profound in ways beyond comprehension, making it impossible to fully understand. My purpose today is only to get those that would take the time to read and think about things you could possible learn something. I may not be the source, but I wish readers understood that life, like fine wine, improves with age. I like to smoke a cigar while gazing at the sea, taking time to let my thoughts simply accept whatever comes. I continue to speak to you that we have all that is necessary within us but we have to allow ourselves the time to enjoy to listen to watch at birth we know nothing we find the more we know the less we know. Darkness is at the start and the only way that can change is to allow the light to come in. More darkness does not make light. My point today is take time for you. Make that available and take advantage of just being here. It is not necessary to always be busy there has to be time for you. We all do that which is necessary but I would like those who read this to insist upon your own world you can do all the things for others but the truth is you must serve the universe rather you want to or not so take the time to let your enter thoughts guide you.

 

A Messenger,

Verl K.

 

 

Years ago, I was reading an article about something I no not today but in it the man was telling another that saying nice things to another has a deep effect upon oneself. He went on to say that in every situation there is a way to express others with good words. Another person was very heavy and the guy told his friend can you find something positive to say to this lady. Yea the guy says she don’t sweat much for a fat lady. That statement made a big impact on me. Funny but the truth shines as always. I took to heart that statement and I found that instead of saying the bad to ridicule someone saying something nice made me feel good. My life made a change for the better and I found that by telling a women how pretty she was it made me feel good.

As always I find telling something else then coming back helps me. Years ago, on a trip to Mexico with Larry Ray (very good friend waiting at the gates for me) we passed a little old lady setting on the sidewalk trying to get you to buy little chunks of gum and she looked like she was two hundred years old and had not had anything to eat in days. I dropped a paper bill into her cup and we continued on. Larry said you just gave that women money and she probably has more than you do. Larry I said I did not give that for her I gave it to her for me.  Rather she needed it or not had little to do with my giving. I could afford those paper dollars and she did with them whatever she did with them but I gained rather she buys dope or food for the kids.

I was recently in Panama City and staying in a very nice hotel I went outside and they had a table in front of the building which aloud me to set and watch those that would walk past. Paper dollars in that city were not to be found they gave you a coin that was a dollar. Setting there along came a woman with two children and each child would hold out here hands to me and ask (I have no idea I did not understand Spanish) but I knew what they wanted. I had picked up several coins and as these youngsters ask for money I would put a coin into there hands. I can say in all honesty that I have gave thousands of dollars to those needed I have funded several adventures but the satisfaction I received from those small children were today the greatest gift I have ever received. The smile the effect of that coin was worth much to that child but what I received was far greater than anything I have ever gave.

Going back what I am saying is a word to others can have that same effect upon me. I do not like Christmas I do not like birthdays just because they tell me I must do this or that. I give every way I can find everyday so now I am to do it because you tell me to. I have been giving all year long now I am told to give and it makes me want to hide. Which day is mine? When is it my turn to do as I want when I want? Again, I have to tell a story.

I shot trap which means little to many but I used a shot gun and they would throw clay pigeons into the air and I found that to hit consistently took concentration. But after thousands of rounds it came to me that I only had to concentrate two seconds at a time. When the gun came to my shoulder I had only one thought in mind and that was the target that was about to be thrown. I won many tournaments won many trophies and all because it only took two seconds to win. Yes they threw 100 targets and I would many times hit all of them but I never worried about it I just keep in mind that two seconds was all that is necessary.

Now going back to my article if I can win money trophies and such with two seconds the rewards were obvious but taking that into account I found that those two seconds were valuable in shooting and now I use those two seconds to tell the fat lady how nice she is. Ok so what does that have to do with anything. Well, if I want to win and the winner is within me not the trophy, not what you think but what I get from it. God says give and let that be your reward so I loose by disclosing why one must give? So again, where is the line drawn when is it my turn to enjoy the good things in life.

It does not take all day it does not take weeks it takes seconds of ones life to find that happiness with in. This is like many things I try to say and takes to many words to express what I a true writer could convey in a short time. But as always I do it my way in my time and I am the one getting the good out of this article I am the one who gets satisfied by yelling to the heavens what I am thinking. Perhaps someone out there needed to hear this, maybe the mother who just sat down tired of taking care of the family or the guy who is tired of doing what others want him to do will see the satisfaction in life only takes two seconds and those are one at a time.

 

A Messenger,

Verl K

After many hours of study many hours of prayer, many hours of dwelling on a subject of interest it finally came to me and that was after putting a sign on my wall to quit changing things in my apartment. People came into my house and immediately stated to change what they saw to what they wanted. I had Emanuel print a sign that I wanted posted that this is my apartment please don’t change things to meet what you want leave them where they are. Everyone enters and then the sign telling them to leave alone I put on an angle so it was not as they expected. Everyone wants everything they see to be as they are used to and will move it to match what they are comfortable with.

I was prepared to write an article about fasting and it started with loss of weight but as I studied and got into actually putting it to print it came to me the secret is not just the weight loose it is the change that does the results. We live and continue to do that which is comfortable to us. Change can only happen when we get out of the comfortable and get into the uncomfortable that things change. A weightlifter has to force the muscles to hurt to get change. If you want something you must get out of that mind set and get un yes uncomfortable before it will happen. The people around you are there because they make you feal what you are used to and what you want. The foods we eat are what is normal and we continue eating, drinking and doing that which is what we are wanting and what we are happy with. For change to happen it is very important that we have this change. Every morning at the same time this happens and we do that over and over.

My life is different because without knowledge of why I have found myself enjoying the change. I had trouble writing my feelings until Debby (special friend) told me just write and let other make that decision rather it is what they want but write what you feel and let us read or not. Last night as I lay in bed something messed with the covers over my feet l felt them move and I just let it happen. What effect that was for I have no idea but it was real to me.

I have written that Golden Goose Airlines will be now we have another thing to consider it I am wrong and I was not put here to help build that by putting it to words we have to think that if I die and it did not happen then what will be the results to others? They can conclude that I was delusional or there is not God. Which would make Scott (another good friend) happy because it gives him support to his thinking. Now if it happens as I say it can be another thing but did I tempt God buy saying things that I should have not said. Am I

forcing God to either do as it is written or not.

I choose to think that by getting out of what was normal and getting into what I felt gave me comfort. I enjoy the change; I meet people very easily and find that change is what makes me happy. I go on fasting because it creates in me an unnormal situation that I find helps me to draw on another lift to my life. It was for weight but I gained by the change of diet. The point of all this is if you want something to be different you must get out of that which you are used to and create a change. That change is what you desire without knowing why. We justify our way with what we read and we read that because it is what we want to continue so that is why we read it.

There are many rules that we follow and things we do because they make us continue to be in the world we are used to and things around us are in a particular order for that reason. Long sentence which I am told not to do. It is hard stop doing those things that we are used to or that we have been told is the proper thing. We get everything in our own world to fit what we are used to and do not even consider that the change could be good for us.

If I never get another message out I would like those of you that have read this to know that the best message I have ever gave is this one. Learn to get out of that rut and find you can be happy with a change. Get out of the comfortable and find you are still able to live with the car not washed the bed not made the curtain part way open it; life will still go on.

 

A Messenger,

Verl K.

Lately I have backed off of speaking on our global airline called “Golden Goose Airlines” which would be a nonprofit airline and those working will receive benefits such as reduced plane tickets, stock in the airline which would be part of the income for employees.  Not to be overlooked would be the jobs that would be created by this airline. Understand this that to build this airline first has to come a corporation that funds the airline but that corporation would buy properties at different cities and they would build hotels at the airports so those flying on this airline would have a motel/hotel located right at the airport. This would be owned and operated by “Golden Goose Corporation”. This corporation would make profits by buying properties in the area the airline would be flying from. Also, the income from the hotels, stores, repair shops the cafes, the crops necessary to provide this is also extra-added income.  So, the cash made by the corporation would be humongous to say the least. Those cities that the airline would fly out of would have enormous income from not only the airline but the buildings, added runways necessary the extra places to service those planes would be owned by the corporation but the income would give jobs and added income to the cities supporting all of this. The jobs the training the schooling the housing can only be added incentives to other cities to offer space for the airline. There is no ending of the necessary need for this in many cities across the world.

 

Some time in the near future God will put this into the hearts of those that have the capitol to fund this and open them to the possibility of trillions of dollars waiting to be derived by such an investment. In the meantime, I will continue to bring forth other avenues of why this venture has been foretold to us.

A Messenger,

Verl K.

One day of fasting and I can think a little clearer but writing could prove to be an obstacle. I mentioned I still slept alone I did not say I did not have guests in my bed there is a difference.  Which brings to mind the old saying there are three things in life you cannot do. One is kiss a girl leaning away from you. Two is you can not climb a fence leaning toward you. Three you cannot push a rope. Another thing I am reminded of is those ladies that say I have a one-track mind. I tell them yes at least I have still have a railroad what is your excuse.

 

Life between the sheets is a lot different at my age. When I was younger I always wanted it to last longer today I hope can last till its over. Folks always told me I was to young to speak about sex all the time. Now I am older and those that told me that are all dead so I can stand over their graves and say I told you so. Life is only complicated to those that have their eyes on the road those of us that can still look between the sheets know that life is short enough without sleeping through it. There goes that train again and if I can have anything to do with it the train will not get hung up by the tongue.

 

Before giving up I have to explain that I am working on writing about fasting but what you should know is when fasting your body runs out of it’s usual source of Glucose and starts to breaking down fat for fuel. That produces keystones and makes thinking clearer and faster. Again, something to think about.

A Messenger,

Verl K.

To my close friends who worry about me. I have been writing things that interest me not telling what you want to know. Let me bring you up to date. I still sleep alone but I have friends who come in daily to check on me, except on weekends and then they usually want to text me to make sure I am ok.

I have been spending much of my time trying to complete my apartment and I am closing in on that. I have installed a island in the kitchen and painting on the wall and over the outside widow/doors that allows me to stay busy and have something to watch. I leave for Medelin Monday to get fingerprints so I can get a visa. Even had to pay the FBI for information about me. I can only stay in Colombia for 90 days with out a visa so I am working on that and after that I can apply for citizenship. I have learned enough Spanish that I can say all the necessary things like ordering a meal or buying a few groceries. My maid visits twice a week to handle laundry, clean the house, and prepare meals, often leaving salads or other dishes I request in the fridge. So, life is very good for me it is a little warmer than I am used to but I like the fact I can go set on my balcony any time day or night and not be cold. So far I think the hottest day was around 92 and the coldest is around 80. The grocery story is next to this building and I have a swimming pool one floor down when I want to swim I just go out my front door twenty steps get on the elevator drop one floor and step out the pool is right in front of me and a hot tub. Only it is not hot but that explains it better than I would be able to. I have been doing a lot of experimenting on fasting. I lost weight then I wanted to know the effects of food and mental wisdom. Thinking clearly and such so I have just finished gaining 15 lbs. on just over a week. Now I am back on the fast and doing different exercises mentally to see my own personal feelings of fasting.

I spend most of my time reading but still working on Book three of Great Eagle. I have a exercise bike in a spare bedroom even though down one floor is a gym.

I am doing good both mentally and physically so do not be worried about my care. After being checked out at the hospital with every test known to man they have assured me I am in good health. So, with my experience with doctors, I know I can count on twenty more minutes to live. Other than that, my friends feel better even though I tell them I paid over a thousand dollars to make them happy and I would rather have a beer and a new cigar than that assurance. Even though my lungs are in good shape so I don’t have to hear that anymore. Pedro, who is here daily, has a daughter who lives with him and is a medical doctor and he tells on me when I. well forget that I am doing good. Funny I had a cancer removed from my chest and when I went back to get the stiches out she was in the back seat and Emanual said don’t worry about being late Verl remember your doctor your appointment is with is right here.

 

Verl K.

I read in the paper of the tornado that hit the Caribbean but it took me two days to realize that there were all these bodies that had been washed up on the shore right in front of my casa. Looking down at the beach I can see many bodies that must have come in last night I had not noticed them until it was so obvious. There are so many and they are all lined up in a row. It is quite interesting that the tide must have been pretty high when they were washed up because they are all pretty much the same distance from the water.

Close as I can tell the ones that survived must have been at a swimming pool aboard the ship that sank. They all have only swimming suits on and from where I am it looks like they landed on a beach towel. Strange is the only way I can figure this out. I have considered that perhaps I should go down and take a closer look and see if there are any survivors. As far away as they are I can only tell that most are female and do not have any clothes on from here it appears they each have a swimming suit which would indicate they were aboard a ship and was either swimming when the tornado hit or they were on the side of the pool sunbathing.

Perhaps I can save a few if I hurry down there. But then if I try and fail will I go to jail like it was my fault they drowned. It has been seventy years ago sense I was a boy scout and learned how to rescue those that were drowning but I cannot remember it much I do recall that they fought when they were drowning. I wonder if they would fight if they were up on the beach. Another thing I can not remember how you are to position the body to force air into their lungs. It would seem to me that I should get a hold of something like their hips so I can lift and push them as necessary to get air movements. Perhaps a hand on each side on a hip.

I bet the top string around their chest is so tight they cannot get air. I would hate to fight them while I undo the sting trying to help.  Someone must have noticed yesterday because those that were there were gone early this morning. Must be they just wash up on high tide. Another thing strange is they all have their feet two ward the water. How come some are not washed into the bank sideways that would make more sense to me. Before I report this I think I should go down and take a closer look at the bodies and see if any can be saved. Most look to be healthy young women that is in their favor the chances of survival will be better with a younger woman than an old one.

I do not recall whether you should feed them or not if they are breathing I could drag one up here and give her a taste of wine. Would red or white be the best for their pulling through. At eighty years old I would not be able to get one up on my shoulder I would have to drag her. How would I explain that when I went past the desk downstairs. Oh, me I found her laying on the beach and just like a wounded pigeon I was going to take care of her.

On second thought I think I will wait and see if the news tomorrow tells of all these bodies down there. Let me know if you hear more about it.

A Messenger,

Verl K.

From the beginning of time man has tried in every way possible to explain the ways of the world. How did it start where did it begin. We have religious leaders we have science people that study and want to explain it to us as they see it. No one has found the answer. But all have an explanation they are willing and able to share. We have man’s rules and we have Gods rules but none are able to explain how the universe and how God can allow this to happen or that to happen if there is a God why would he allow this or that to take place. Allow me to give just a small input into this.

We have mans rules that are very easy to understand if we jump off a roof we will find that we are about to suffer from basic rules. If you put a gun to your head you will die. You have basic things that are real and they will have an effect if you do not follow those rules. It has nothing to do with God other than he gives you the opportunity of living by mans rules or suffer the natural occurrence. What I am attempting to explain is that everything in our life has a negative and a positive. There are two of each and everything one is mans and we have another and that other one is God. Two rules mans and Gods is this to hard to understand. You cannot live by one you have to live by both. God alone does not teach you that he is the only source of our existence. Religious has one side and man has another but both are right.

The scientist who tell one thing and those that follow God are both right. Neither side is the answer to this question for life to be filled with one or the other will create a diversion that many do not understand.

Like those before me I want to tell as I see it and for me to be wrong is no different that those that say there is no God. Man can live by mans rules and be happy and healthy that is obvious. The grey that comes into the picture is when we find the grey part how do you explain when man has tried and you are expected to die and you don’t now what? I wrote a book called Check Mate which I have not made public but I had over thirty near death experiences and lived what are those odds. God protected me when it was necessary to do so but it was not man that saved me. Maybe once, maybe twice when you are at deaths door and about to die and it does not happen you begin to look deeper into things. They do not teach this is a science class. Perhaps there is more to all of this than we can explain but does that make it less than it is?

Again, as a writer I like to make you look at things and consider we do not know everything. Perhaps you are reading this because you were meant to.

A Messenger,

Verl K.

It is a good thing God came before computers could you imagine what it would be like if computers had came first. Just imagine if it were reversed and you should decide you would like to pray.

After making up one’s mind to pray then you would have to sign in as to who was going to pray. Then it would be ask for your password.

Next question is what is it you want.  And there would be a tab open with a list of things you should answer before continuing.

Then when you pick out the one you want that says you want to pray the next question would be who do you want to pray to. And there would be this long list of people like Moses, Abraham, David, Solomen, Job, Matthew, Mark and the list would eventually have God buried within the list.

The next question is what do you want to pray about and then again you would have a slide down box asking things like do you want something or is this for you are someone else now keep in mind each box would again open to explain that if it were for someone else then you would have to tell who.

After finding God and wanting to thank him that would have been a reboot and you would start over but if all you want is to ask his blessings that would be another choice.

The next question is have you ask for this before and if so when. And you would have to answer more questions.

Now we have established we have God and he is ready to answer our questions the next thing is would you like this answer in writing or verbal. Then what language would you prefer and would you like it texted to you are would an email suffice.

Then you would be warned that there is a waiting list of those before you and the expected time when he will be available. Now would you like to be on this waiting list or would you like to call back. If you say you would like to wait there will be a long pause and the recording will inform you that your time has ran out and you should check back on the next available opening and there will be a list to see when he will be available and if it meets your schedule.

After picking the time the next message will be to inform you that your time has ran out start over.

This is not blasphemy this is what our world has come to.

 

A Messenger,

Verl K.

Seems as I go about my day-by-day chores doing the things that have became a habit to me over the years I pay more attention to others and the way they treat others, which includes their children. I have came to the realization that it is not culture between the American people I was raised with nor the lines drawn between America and Colombia but more the lines that are drawn in ones own individual thinking.  

Parents today want control of the child or the others they come in contact with. When I was in grade school I started to date girls. Yes I was still in the third grade when I would ask a girl to go to the show with me. In those days with one dollar, I could take a girl to the Saturday matinee and after the show we would go to the Arctic Circle for a hamburger and a malt.  The show was fifteen cents and the hamburger was twelve or a hot dog for the same. The malt or ice cream drink was also fifteen cents. So how can I remember this? Sally Peay one of the girls I had taken to the show told me that her father have gave her a dollar to put into her shoe just in case I did not have enough to pay. One dollar for a date was how it all started. Today the girl I would date has to be with her daughter and I can meet with her on Sunday after four if I want to go to dinner with her.  

Fifty years old and still obligated to control the daughter is almost beyond my reasoning. No, I said if I am to meet with her between the hours of this and that I am in the wrong world. I worked ten hours a day not counting the time to service the machine, which usually ended up with me spending twelve hours a day. Then I would drive fifty miles to see Shiela spend time with her then drive back and be up the next day to go to work. Where were my parents in those days? They were living their lives and I was living mine I was allowed time to learn and each morning we would gather around the table to discuss what each of us were doing but I was not instructed as to what I was to do I was allowed to live my life from the time I was in grade school. Now as I watch others they want to control the child be in their lives and live with them. 

Still in grade school I had decided I wanted to fight so I would go down to the highway stick out my thumb and go to Provo from Springville Utah and I was in a gym with an instructor who would teach me boxing and how to do this and that. I had a manager for fighting while still in grade school. Today do you think a parent would allow a child this much freedom. I fought in Salt Lake City at seventeen for the AAU champion Ship of the Westen United States. I weighed 178 lbs. and there was no one in my weight class so I was allowed to fight the unlimited guy who’s last name was White and he was a big black dude weighing in at around 234. He went on to Madison Square Gardens and won the unlimited championship of the United States. Today they would not allow that but I had never lost a fight so my record allowed this. He beat the stuffing out of me but I earned it. Where were my parents I have no idea. I was busy and not concerned with that in those days. Today the child cannot play a game that the parents are right there to encourage them.  

As I look around me today I believe that the biggest difference is control. Parents want to control that child make them into what they wanted to be not allow the child to do as they would. My problem I am told is I am stubborn. Might be that I learned that I had to get what I wanted out of life not wait for instructions so I am stubborn.  

 A Messenger, 

Verl K.