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After a lifetime of contemplating on the complicated analyzing the confusing and dwelling on the enviable I have concluded that life is only a matter of values.  

A woman wants a man to give her attention but if she can not give attention she will not receive attention. If a man wants love he must be able to give that love. If you want devotion you must be able to give devotion. 

The universe is made of two of everything and anything. Positive and negative, up and down, right and wrong, left and right. Time is of no value if you have no time.  

It comes down to what you value. If you want friendship you must value that friendship when found. Gold is no good if keep in a vault. Why must one possess something they do not value? If a person wants love they must value love and be willing to give. Do not expect to receive that which you do not have to give. One must learn that to expect is to anticipate and look forward to. It comes back to value when you value gold and use gold to get more gold the value of that gold is not just in the possession of owning the gold it is the value of what that gold can get for you. 

Often time a woman will want a mans undivided attention has she considered that to receive that attention she must be willing to give that attention. Many times, a man wants respect and to get that respect he must give that respect.  

Again, value can only be valuable if it has a meaningful meaning. Once more life is a constant assessment to value. If a person has no value he can expect no value in return. Value is built within us and if you have a belief of what that value is you can look within to find it. The perfect mate is the one with a shared value. It is far better to have two sides to a coin than one side to two coins. Think about it, yes, all is possible when one already knows what they value. 

A Messenger, 

Verl K.

A good teacher installs with in the student a desire to want to learn that which is to be taught to them. A good math teacher teaches that student to want to learn math a poor teacher would try to teach them to add but a good teacher would teach them to want to and why. In order for me to be a good teacher of what my vision for this airline that can give jobs to many and schooling to many the idea of why has to be entered into the universe.  

Please allow me to further this so others can see that when this airline is built first many will be involved in the paperwork creating this, which I speak. When that happens then the next would be the people necessary to find the property and accrue that facility. Which would create jobs for those in the building trade but also that would bring to that location many who would otherwise not be able to find work and when this airline is put together it involves teaching all trades from secretary’s to labors. This is our facility when one is building for his family his town his friends a pride is found that is only available when one belongs and is part of what is about to happen. Getting the airplane into the air is nothing when the pride and spirit is part of what we are talking about.  

This airline starts in one place but it has to light in another which starts that community to find the pride and the spirit. What my vision is does not only want an airplane we want to teach that the vision is the trail to our future not just for today but for our family and that personal spirit is only found through education and the desire to want that which I speak. 

Understand this as the writer of this article I need nothing. I have a great place to live I have many very good friends I have food to eat and I have money to spend. I write because I want to write not to make personal profit, and I certainly do not want public exposer to fame in my personal life. I do not want for others to see me as anything other than what is a gift to me passed to others. 

A Messenger, 

Verl K.

Some times things seem to just jump out at me. This picute was presented to me when I was looking for a painting for my bedroom.  The thing that was brought to mind is in my book two of great Eagle Dan travels to the West and falls in love with an Indian princess and later finds she can tell the future and together they find and feed this baby eagle. So here appears to me out of the blue this painting that depicks  that part of the story.  As it stands we are in the processs of finding an artist who is skilled enough to bring to life this princess. It has a double meaning to me. Yes how I would love to see in real life such beauty but then I have her in my heart as I write about her in book three. As I write I find that I become a part of the person I am talking about. Notice in this picture that she is not trying to pass a sexual or a physical thought to the viewer she is in deep thought and that is a charaterist of the woman I speak of.  Those of you that have read this and want to know I am about twenty five percent complete in book three which when I started I expected to have to write four books to get the part I wanted to tell. This series is a slow start and as the band plays faster the same thing happens in this series. What is the point of this? There are no coincidences in life everything comes when the time is right and chance is only a name on a board written on the soul of our being.

A Messenger,

Verl K.

I find myself back at my own casa, my own keyboard and my own chair. Please understand that through life I have lived in many places traveled many different roads and always returned to where the trail started. I could not even guess how many times that was so in my life. Somehow returning to Colombia seems as though I have finally found my home. God moves in many ways in many different people and when a new person enters my personal world I now look at in differently. Why was this person introduced or placed in my path I continually ask myself. As sure as God made road apples (animal dung) he made sugar cane each placed before us and our choice which we want to pick up or smell.

As it may seem like a bad example I feel it is right to the point. Each person I meet has something that I am to learn from or I am to give him or her something they need. The road apples give life to plants and grasses and they decay and add to something. The sugar cane sounds good but in excess can be worse for us than the road apples. Upon every trail we cross paths with another person who we can decide if they are road apples or sugar cane. But just because they are what they are does not make them right or wrong. I try to make sure that each of my experiences end with my having gave as much of myself as is possible and if it does not make for a happy reunion I like to think I was not because of me. If I can offer rain to the road apple or shade to the sugar cane I have gave what I thought may help that one who has come into my world. As we travel and meet those that come before us please remember all roads are not smooth not all roads run down hill but they are not always up hill either. I am so happy to be back at my own keyboard looking to the Caribbean Ocean and just knowing I must have had a purpose for traveling but as tired as I am it will be awhile before I attempt that again.

A Messenger,

Verl K.

I received a heat in my heart to go to Colombia and knowing no one there leaves a blank of what Dr. Scott would analyses but I think that I was put into Colombia for several reasons and one is I received a support group that I had not had elsewhere. Not knowing but all of those we read about in the bible had others to support their love in Christ. We read of the problems but if one checks and cares to try, they will see that each had a person or persons to help them when the negatives came. 

Being drawn by my passion to help others was a vision of more than what I could do as a armature writer. Even if I were very good, I could not satisfy beyond the grave that which would be necessary to give more than what I received. So, I received the vison of a great airline to give the help necessary to those that had nothing to give them the support and faith in what is in us. Golden Goose was not of this thing that makes sense or can be explained to Dr. Scott but as usual we have been given the desire to have more and a support to put our minds at ease. Colombia gives me a support group and the desire to advance beyond what is explainable to others. As I write this it is as always not what is taught in a classroom but what is found in the heart. 

A Messenger, 

Verl K.

I am in Costa Rica and would like to tell of the wonderful events in my world. Yesterday while in town with Joss, we ran Nanci and Barry and had the opportunity of introducing Nanci and Joss. Nanci offered joining her and Barry for dinner at her house. I declined that and told I wanted to have just Joss and myself for a private dinner.

Last night I too Joss to a very nice place in Puerto Viejo. The three of us had dinner, three. Yes, there was Verl, Joss and her phone. The evening starts out with her taking pictures of the champagne, then the meal. I think most of you now get the picture as an older (I could have said an old SOB) I would like others to know that it is not the difference between 82 and 41 that most would believe. I have taken Joss many places from Cancun Mexio to San Jose Costa Rica and have been in bed with her many a night and as God is witness have not violated her woman hood. But having learned that the part of life that is different is not what others would expect. As I talk and watch the younger generation, I find they somehow are drawn into the phone and not personal things. I have no doubt that if I were to get into the opportunity of making love to Joss as any woman of this generation that at my age should I be able to raise the draw bridge it would be really hard to get the ship into anchor with a camera over ones shoulder.

Has life changed so much that what the value of personal life has left us? I have written on this but have not been able to get into my head how different the world has changed in my life. Another thing that I dislike is I cannot write to you without something writing what I am going to say. I do not mind being corrected but I dislike when the thing puts the next word on here before I say it. For instance, I never capitalize the letter when I write but someone else decided for me that it must be a capitol letter. Very seldom do I feel that the I am that important that brings me into focusing on me and I would rather focus on the subject. Correct me but please don’t tell me what to say.

 

A Messenger,

Verl K.

After writing the last article it came to me that I had a very good chance of bringing home a comparison to what I was saying.

Standing on the side watching a person who is drowning most would jump in immediately to save that individual. We don’t stop and say why did you not learn to swim as I did when you had the opportunity. Or you should not be in the water at your age or whatever we could muster up to eliminate our having to risk our lives to save theirs. No most dive in and without question do what is necessary to save that drawing individual at the risk of losing our lives.

Would one of my readers out there care to take the time to explain to me why we have such compassion for one and not the other. Why are we asking the color the age the size or whatever of the person who is starving. When we set with an obedience on or plate why are we not just as willing to share our strength and our knowledge to save one and not the other. Go ahead and tell me there is a place at the bottom of this where you can tell me. Perhaps I should learn from you.

 

A Messenger,

Verl K.

God in his infinite wisdom gave with in each of us a part of him. We were not just made in his image we are his image. Jesus Christ returned to teach us that which we did not understand and before leaving this earth told us of his giving to us this soul this enter God with in us. Understand this that I speak not for God not as a preacher but only a man as each of you. My articles are of my mind of my heart and the way I see them and I try very hard to speak with this as such. Coming back to the point as we develop among our fellow man we have within us this enter being that has a desire to copy that which is in us to be as he is. That is hard to do and those among us do not want us to be any different than what they are.

In his infinite wisdom God knew what our mountain of mortality would be and he saw in advance that in order to bring us to him he sometimes has to bring us to our knees to get our attention. When we get to our knees we find this knowledge and reach out for help. I have many friends in the world and some of those do not believe and will not believe and do not want to believe in God.

That is the reason he makes it so that we finally reach the point we find within that which he put there for us to draw from and understand the bases of ourselves.

Here in Colombia, I find the same thing. We have a people who are starving, hungry fighting for survival. They are on their knees so to speak but the thing they do not find is that when turning to God that is good but like many things here on earth just to believe in God is not the only thing. Jesus returned to set things straight and teach us what we did not know or understand.

Where we are today is not what his purpose was. In order to bring the people of Colombia to that which is available to them we must first teach that poverty and starvation does not have to continue. We must instill in them the belief that there is no shortage of that which they want. Those that read and are not of Colombia can use that as a relief to let them hide behind an enter feeling that it is not their problem.

Last night I had the pleasure of speaking with my nephew in Elko Nevada and during the conversation I explained to him that while living in the United States I had developed a belief that socialism was not good and should not be allowed but while living in South America I found a true need for it. If those that have are not willing to help others then maybe there should be a way to force them to help others. The storm that came up in that conversation is what made me see what the point of this discussion is. His feelings as mine had been was I earned it I worked for it and those not willing to work wants it for free and should not be entitled to mine. As all there is two of everything in this world. A positive and a negative. A good and a bad the pendulum swings both ways and neither side controls that momentum. If left alone it would come to a complete stop. I do not have to educate you to know what would happen if the world came to a complete stop what would happen. Everything moves positively is always positive but it is tied to negative good is tied to bad the same way. Nothing in this world is completely black nothing is completely white. It is all tied together regardless of rather you understand it or not. Gravity works rather you believe it or not. The ways of the world has been studied by many and the truth is still dark.(llight and darkness)

In order for me to help those in this country I must also educate those in other countries that those rules do not stop with boarders, colors, or people they are as real to everyone regardless of location. As an outsider to Colombia their first thoughts are he is not one of us so he does not know. I am rejected by these people (not all) as Jesus was to those around him at the time. I do not try to bring that great man to anything of my own character I am just trying to make a point.

When this airline (Golden Goose) can actually be understood that those airplanes that will leave Colombia will fly to another country and as the airline brings to light that it is a way of bringing jobs, education and most importantly a united effort to give credibility to what can be. As a man of this world I can not force anyone to believe I do not have worldly possessions enough to give to everyone what they need. What I have available is a small voice that brings truth and understanding to those that had never considered they are part of more than themselves. If poverty and love is to be learned we must create within each that which helps others to understand they are not alone that others feel and care. They must learn that what is     does not have to be..

 

A Messenger,

 

Verl K.

Have you ever stood on the rim of the Grand Canyon and looked at that which is before you and felt the smallness of yourself as to what is before you. I would ask those of you that have not looked upon this to take a few minutes before continuing and google that and see what I am going to say to you today.

That is a mustard seed to what is available to you in this world. God has gave us that and much more in Love, in wisdom in friendship. What we want is before our very eyes without standing on the rim without moving from where we are. All the things that one could imagine is available to us if we only find that which he has gave us and understand that for all of that and more all we have to do is know that he is within us and a part of us. We have before us everything that one could possibly want. We must only hear and feel that which is available to us. The vastness of that which is ours for the taking is only a matter of us understanding it is already ours. We see that before us but yet allow us to not accept that is ours. He has told us he has guided us he has but to words these very things. The only thing keeping that love that understanding is not from within us it is that which is told to us that have no understanding that we do not need anything more than that which we already have. Draw upon that wealth that is before you and know he has told us it is so. Know that all which is before you is yours just by asking for it.

A Messenger,

Verl K.

In order to find true love, I turned to a dating site and I got some of the sweetest letters I have ever received and promises that could not possibly be fulfilled. Then just before I offered marriage Padro has to come in and inform me that the one on the other end was probably a gay Chinamen and the lady was artificial intelligence. Never took such a cold shower in my life. Those sites are man managed and they have nothing else to do but look for old fools, he says. Having been raised down here in the Southern hemisphere I don’t think he ever heard a back hills truck driver curse before. He’s been helping me with my Spanish and I gave him a real quick lesson on etiquette from the truck drivers school. Not really but it could have been he pushed the load uphill quite a ways.

All good things come to an end but I can rewrite that and say only temporarily. My stay here in Colombia was or is good for 90 days and they don’t give a get out of jail card for free with us tourist. So, I have been forced to go back to Costa Rica and see my friends and may get to visit my wedding Ring. If you don’t understand that you have not missed anything because I don’t either. Joss has spoken to me lately so that is an improvement over sending flowers here in Colombia. Maybe I should have sent them to the Chinaman what do you think? What a doll that woman was 65 and according to the look of her picture she couldn’t have been far past twenty. Some people hold their age better than others I told Pedro.

I will be gone for a week but I promise not to drink more than ten days. No cigars and certainly no wild women. Only ones I get to see anymore are the gummers and they like me turn in before the chickens. Makes me think of why we don’t go out on New Years anymore. Because without teeth you can’t blow those horns. I ask a lady friend the other day if she was getting any and she said, every time the toast pops up I get it. Can’t remember if that was an honest answer or not if fact I wonder who that woman was. Next time I see her I will ask her if when she gets it if it is buttered. Before I go I can tell you why its easier to diet after eighty. It takes several days to remember where you left your teeth.

 

A Messenger,

Verl K.