Month: November 2025

Sometimes you have to face defeat in order to learn. I have written several times of my life growing up but this time I would like to emphasize a particular loss.

In the third grade I had been caught outside in the playground ruffing it up is the way I think the teacher described it. She brought us in and to teach us a lesson she brought both of us before the class. When the student that had been fighting with me outside stepped around the teacher I hit him and knocked him out cold.

I saw that and figured I was more than I was but I started boxing in the ring and I fought many of times whenever I could and I eventually got to the point where I was just about to become a professional fighter. My dad gave me some advice that I thank God today I heard and accepted it. But not when he gave it to me it took a little time for that to get through the tangled mess I had thought to be my future. After telling me I was good as a fighter but not good enough to face the very best and with those that were very good those like me would be their sparing partner and in the ring I would eventually find defeat it would be a loosing battle before it could start my dad pointed out.

I later fought for the unlimited weight in AAU boxing in Salt Lake City. I got the stuffing beat out of me but what my whole point of this is I had to face defeat in order to learn. I was not beat I was knocked out of the ring three times the last time I caught the bottom rope of the ring on the way out and it caused me to slam against the supports around the ring adding more bruises to my battered body. Had I won that fight today would be a completely different world. That defeat taught me a lot and I had to loose bad to get it.

When I watch some of those who beat, push and mistreat others I wish sometimes they would find what I found in that last fight. Someone should knock them out of the ring. But know this as we go through life those fights that we loose can have positive results the same as mine did me.

It is wise when one can read and learn but most of us have to be whipped in order to find what is necessary to learn. Know this a loss can be more beneficial than a win if it is meant to be.  My stories hopefully will put light on a subject that may or may not effect you but then there are those out there that has to hear and they will learn because they want to learn. One thing is perfectly clear in my mind you cannot teach anything to someone who believes they have it all or know it all. Sometimes humble has to be forced and the fall from ones mind to the canvas is a long way.

Just know this a loss is only temporary it does not have to be accepted but it most times it must be experienced to do any good.

 

A Messenger,

Verl K.

Exciting and satisfying are only thoughts until they are put to use. I am just about finished with book three of Great Eagle and it is very satisfying to finally be able to think that I have completed another book. My first book was a matter of my wanting to know just how hard is it to write a book. I was reading four or five books a week and that got me started on what was the other side of this. Pedro put together the cover for the book three and Emanuel is going to add a few pictures to this book with which should make it more exciting. That will slow down the putting it onto the site but I don’t even know if anyone is reading it anyway.

Have had fun with book three and it bought in Big Foot and then we learn they were in communications with those from outer space. So, this book tells about Big Foot but what they learned and know about outer space travel is touched in book three but book four should be exciting because it goes into the future and involves the future and space travel and those that fly them.

In the meantime, those friends that wonder what I am doing let me explain so you can find why I love it here. The ocean is right out my window and I set on the balcony and drink my morning coffee and watch the waves and feel the depth of emotion that the vast space allows. I think of gathering information comes directly to my enter thoughts not as reading a book does that would be seeing something and relating to it from history past. Otherwise, I am saying when you read you use what knowledge you had from before to decipher what you are reading. Now let me try again when I watch the vast world and all that empty space I accept wisdom directly into the cavity of my skull not through the eyes not through the ears not through the smell of the sea but the waves of the wisdom are as the waves of the sea they come into knowledge not as a pre-anything. The knowledge could almost be considered radiated into our heads. I will leave that one alone for now but I have no doubt brought light into a dark subject.

Let’s see now I have a trip bought and paid for to Puerto Rico and that will be around the middle of December I will be going for four nights and I am excited that I will be able to enjoy something or I should say someplace I have never been. Tomorrow morning, I have booked a trip to five islands here just off the coast of Colombia which is a daylong tour and I have a room for the night tomorrow night on the beach on one of those islands. I am still having problems with the Spanish so this time I have invited a guest to accompany me and she will make sure that what I am charged for is the proper amount and what I spend the same way. Company is always more fun when you are with someone. Think that one over.

A Messenger,

Verl K.

Got a birthday coming up and I know I have all my scruples that are possible. I can remember things back before I was born my memory is so good. There’s a small hole in the sock that holds my memory, just like, I can’t remember if I’ll be 38 or 83. See why I said a hole in the sock I can remember I have a birthday coming up but the years slipped through that little bitty hole. If birthdays are so popular how come we don’t get more each year? My mother was so fed up with her having so many of her birthdays a grandchild I think it was Tammy. Mom said I am tired of all these birthdays you can have this one. The kid got all excited and ran to her mother and said Grandma gave me her birthday and now today is my birthday because grandma said so what did you get me for a present? If I am 83 and not 38 would anyone of you like to take my 83 birthday and as if it were yours you try to blow out that many candles. If you accepted this and now you are 83. Yes you accepted it now at 83 what can you do you have never done before? Can you do that at 83? I don’t use a cane but have fiends who need them I will get you the loan of a good one. Don’t worry about all the calories in the cake you can’t have any anyway. Just hope they don’t set the cake on your glasses or you will be blinded.

What’s it like to be 83? I can answer that easily enough. Its like being 23 three times. Anything I could do at 23 I can do now but it takes three times longer and usually takes three try to do it. You just have to learn that things must be small (to lift) and slow.  Sex is especially fun because you now know they want you but they don’t and that helps if you can remember it. Another thing about 83 is you get offered the wheelchair you no longer have to ask for it. Another fun thing is now you can promise to those lady’s anything you want to and if they believe it you can ask how old they are. Getting old is really easy all that is necessary in patients. I know at this age being a patient is easy just smile and they think you heard them. I got tired of saying “what did you say” so now I have a new line “no comprendo”. Gets the same results and less words.

I don’t want a party and I certainly don’t need the cake but is it in Gods grace to give me lady who can jump naked out of a fruit cake? I don’t want the woman but the fruit in the cake is still high on my totem pole.

 

A messenger,

Verl K.

Writing these articles I have to admit is beyond my understanding. If I can make you think beyond your normal standard then I have achieved my goal. Let me introduce another thought for you.

You come home late at night no one is in the room and on the table are two apples. One is bright and shining the other shows signs of decay and it is still edible but will not last much longer before you will not be able to eat it. You want an apple which one do you choose?

Same situation only now there are two bananas and one is fresh and bright yellow and the other is edible but brown and will not be good much longer.

You want one and as you reach you have to decide which you want. Which did you pick? If you took the fresh one and the one that would be the best to eat. I would suggest you go back to reading while those that chose the other should read a little longer.

Why did you pick the one that was not the best? Was it because you felt you did not deserve it? You are in your own house all by yourself and no one on earth knows what you are going to pick or eat. So why did you take seconds and not the best? You looked at those and knew that in a few days one would not be eatable so you to the other. Think about it you are all alone and have a bowl of fruit in front of you and you took seconds.

How many other things do you do this? You knew I was going to ask that but you can see that you put yourself second. What made you decide you should not have the best. Why did you want the other to stay and decay to this point. If you chose without anyone there what would happen if someone would have known. Would you have chosen different? Think about it you can eat the good one the best one and if you come back and want the other later will it be that much worse. What if you never come back then what? Who gets to throw out the bad one. My point is this if you are willing to take seconds at your own home all alone what else are you putting out to the Universe about you. You broadcast every time you think move or act. What you feel about you is sent through wavelengths to the universe and it will give you back what you ask for.

What we think of ourselves is worth thinking about. Do you deserve first or would you like seconds. Next time ask yourself if you are supporting you as much as you want other to support you.

 

A Messenger,

Verl K.

As with most of my articles I know not what I am going to say nor why I am going to say it but at the moment I feel is as good a time as any to do as I promised when starting this web page. I said stay tuned to learn more about why these words are here.

Living in Nevada USA between Reno and Fernley was a little wide spot in the road that at one time had been the switching station for the railroad. The name Wadsworth was where I was living at the time. I had bought a piece of property that backed up to the Truckee River which is the only outlet of water from Lake Tahoe.

God had blessed me with many friends and I was continually writing to them about one thing or another. Terry Bush a neighbor and friend one day stopped by and showed me how to send to all of them at the same time. I had been sending my articles one at a time and Terry educated me into you can send to as many as you want all at the same time.

So, writing as all ways and now I could tell them all what was on my mind. Like they had to know this it. Only in the mind of a fool does happiness resolve.  I keep writing and would say this is the last one I know you are tired of me but I cant seem to hep it.  Was what I had said. So, Lloyd Byrd another friend and neighbor said one day as long as you are writing this why don’t you call it Verl’s World it is all the things that you say and it is your world.

So that got the name and in the process I would hold back from saying some things and another very good friend and one damn good pie maker too is Debby Bush Terry’s wife she one day said Verl quit worrying about what we think when you write. You just tell it like you want to tell it and let us the readers decided rather we like it or not. So, another input was my brother Gary who I had sent these articles to and I wrote and told him if he did not like to receive them to let me know and I would stop. He said funny thing about my computer it has this little button called DELETE and if I don’t want it I do not have to read. If I do not want it I will hit that button. So that explains part yes but only part.

They tells how not why? In my travels through life, I have had many opportunities of failure and many of actually accomplishing something. I have trained as a boxer and put many hours and time into the ring before large crowds. I have held a private pilot license and flown as a pilot on many of crazy flights. Thing I must say about flying is that is hours and hours and hours of boredom with seconds of master frightening experiences. I once flew over the grand canyon and the airplane in passing over the airplane went 2,000 feet up and sideways it was all I could do to keep it level. My daughter Kim was in the back seat and had undone her set belt and had a hair Bret in her hand and when it was all over she had blood where the teeth of the comb cut into her hand. Immediately we lost the 2,000 feet we gained and the plane came back down in one second. Wham BANG  the wings screamed when they took hold of solid air.

I have hung on cables with a dozer weighting 17 ton while being suspended by two D8’s. Working at 68-degree slopes building ski runs in Park City Utah. I was a contractor in Utah for years and ended up doing fuel tanks and such in the California Bay Area. I held an A (General Engineering), B (General Building), C21 (Demolition) and Haz (hazardous) license for California. I took the tests and personally held those licenses.  I owned Mountain Valley Construction in Heber Utah another corporation. I owned SCCA Soil Cleaning Company of America. Whereby I built a dirt washing machine. I meet with the US EPA in their offices in Eddison N.J. and explained how I had built this machine for a million dollars and they had spent over four million and did not get as good or results.

I have owned Tahoe Electronics in Lake Tahoe where I did T.V. repair I owned Computer Room Mate Finding service in Las Vegas, Nevada. I stop here but there are many more but my reasoning is to show that writing is not part of my history. I have read four to five books a week sense I was in high school and that is what caused me to want to know just how tuff is it to write.

After reading about it, I finally decided to try and see how much work it takes.   And this is where we are today. I write because I have not the will power not to. Not the other way around I get these enter feelings that I should open the window and scream out what is on my mind. Well, those of you that have the delete button have the chance to use it and those that don’t use it can say the same as I do; I just could not hep it.

 

A Messenger,

Verl K.

 

If I were to have the ear of the president of the United States I would tell him that he is in a position to improve the world by using what is already available to him. Well, I have a better ear I have the Universe to speak to and they have more to offer than the President does. If I were to have a voice in politics I would tell President Trump that those that served before him has much yet to offer. The people paid for their service and they received a knowledge by their service to us. Security and retirement funds continue to finance the cost of that knowledge. Why not create a Past Presidents cabinet, gathering all living former presidents at the table to share their experience and insights in making major decisions, rather than leaving those choices to just one individual?

Years ago, the Indian would allow the older to voice what they would do or what they thought could help the tribe. People often miss important lessons from previous generations due to daily routines.

Years ago, the Masonic Lodge would bring in members and they learned the secrets of a Master Mason over the back fence. It is not a big secret today as it was then but learning was a thing shared by neighbors. To day the lodge is like most organizations the people are so busy doing the things necessary to get through life they have no time to listen or spend time with a neighbor. Consequently, the lodge is seeing a membership decline like the Moose, Eagles, and other clubs. The subject of God is so profound that both scientists investigate his works and various religions focus on understanding him.  Intelligent minds trying to solve worldly words. Our universe is vast and profound in ways beyond comprehension, making it impossible to fully understand. My purpose today is only to get those that would take the time to read and think about things you could possible learn something. I may not be the source, but I wish readers understood that life, like fine wine, improves with age. I like to smoke a cigar while gazing at the sea, taking time to let my thoughts simply accept whatever comes. I continue to speak to you that we have all that is necessary within us but we have to allow ourselves the time to enjoy to listen to watch at birth we know nothing we find the more we know the less we know. Darkness is at the start and the only way that can change is to allow the light to come in. More darkness does not make light. My point today is take time for you. Make that available and take advantage of just being here. It is not necessary to always be busy there has to be time for you. We all do that which is necessary but I would like those who read this to insist upon your own world you can do all the things for others but the truth is you must serve the universe rather you want to or not so take the time to let your enter thoughts guide you.

 

A Messenger,

Verl K.

 

 

Years ago, I was reading an article about something I no not today but in it the man was telling another that saying nice things to another has a deep effect upon oneself. He went on to say that in every situation there is a way to express others with good words. Another person was very heavy and the guy told his friend can you find something positive to say to this lady. Yea the guy says she don’t sweat much for a fat lady. That statement made a big impact on me. Funny but the truth shines as always. I took to heart that statement and I found that instead of saying the bad to ridicule someone saying something nice made me feel good. My life made a change for the better and I found that by telling a women how pretty she was it made me feel good.

As always I find telling something else then coming back helps me. Years ago, on a trip to Mexico with Larry Ray (very good friend waiting at the gates for me) we passed a little old lady setting on the sidewalk trying to get you to buy little chunks of gum and she looked like she was two hundred years old and had not had anything to eat in days. I dropped a paper bill into her cup and we continued on. Larry said you just gave that women money and she probably has more than you do. Larry I said I did not give that for her I gave it to her for me.  Rather she needed it or not had little to do with my giving. I could afford those paper dollars and she did with them whatever she did with them but I gained rather she buys dope or food for the kids.

I was recently in Panama City and staying in a very nice hotel I went outside and they had a table in front of the building which aloud me to set and watch those that would walk past. Paper dollars in that city were not to be found they gave you a coin that was a dollar. Setting there along came a woman with two children and each child would hold out here hands to me and ask (I have no idea I did not understand Spanish) but I knew what they wanted. I had picked up several coins and as these youngsters ask for money I would put a coin into there hands. I can say in all honesty that I have gave thousands of dollars to those needed I have funded several adventures but the satisfaction I received from those small children were today the greatest gift I have ever received. The smile the effect of that coin was worth much to that child but what I received was far greater than anything I have ever gave.

Going back what I am saying is a word to others can have that same effect upon me. I do not like Christmas I do not like birthdays just because they tell me I must do this or that. I give every way I can find everyday so now I am to do it because you tell me to. I have been giving all year long now I am told to give and it makes me want to hide. Which day is mine? When is it my turn to do as I want when I want? Again, I have to tell a story.

I shot trap which means little to many but I used a shot gun and they would throw clay pigeons into the air and I found that to hit consistently took concentration. But after thousands of rounds it came to me that I only had to concentrate two seconds at a time. When the gun came to my shoulder I had only one thought in mind and that was the target that was about to be thrown. I won many tournaments won many trophies and all because it only took two seconds to win. Yes they threw 100 targets and I would many times hit all of them but I never worried about it I just keep in mind that two seconds was all that is necessary.

Now going back to my article if I can win money trophies and such with two seconds the rewards were obvious but taking that into account I found that those two seconds were valuable in shooting and now I use those two seconds to tell the fat lady how nice she is. Ok so what does that have to do with anything. Well, if I want to win and the winner is within me not the trophy, not what you think but what I get from it. God says give and let that be your reward so I loose by disclosing why one must give? So again, where is the line drawn when is it my turn to enjoy the good things in life.

It does not take all day it does not take weeks it takes seconds of ones life to find that happiness with in. This is like many things I try to say and takes to many words to express what I a true writer could convey in a short time. But as always I do it my way in my time and I am the one getting the good out of this article I am the one who gets satisfied by yelling to the heavens what I am thinking. Perhaps someone out there needed to hear this, maybe the mother who just sat down tired of taking care of the family or the guy who is tired of doing what others want him to do will see the satisfaction in life only takes two seconds and those are one at a time.

 

A Messenger,

Verl K

After many hours of study many hours of prayer, many hours of dwelling on a subject of interest it finally came to me and that was after putting a sign on my wall to quit changing things in my apartment. People came into my house and immediately stated to change what they saw to what they wanted. I had Emanuel print a sign that I wanted posted that this is my apartment please don’t change things to meet what you want leave them where they are. Everyone enters and then the sign telling them to leave alone I put on an angle so it was not as they expected. Everyone wants everything they see to be as they are used to and will move it to match what they are comfortable with.

I was prepared to write an article about fasting and it started with loss of weight but as I studied and got into actually putting it to print it came to me the secret is not just the weight loose it is the change that does the results. We live and continue to do that which is comfortable to us. Change can only happen when we get out of the comfortable and get into the uncomfortable that things change. A weightlifter has to force the muscles to hurt to get change. If you want something you must get out of that mind set and get un yes uncomfortable before it will happen. The people around you are there because they make you feal what you are used to and what you want. The foods we eat are what is normal and we continue eating, drinking and doing that which is what we are wanting and what we are happy with. For change to happen it is very important that we have this change. Every morning at the same time this happens and we do that over and over.

My life is different because without knowledge of why I have found myself enjoying the change. I had trouble writing my feelings until Debby (special friend) told me just write and let other make that decision rather it is what they want but write what you feel and let us read or not. Last night as I lay in bed something messed with the covers over my feet l felt them move and I just let it happen. What effect that was for I have no idea but it was real to me.

I have written that Golden Goose Airlines will be now we have another thing to consider it I am wrong and I was not put here to help build that by putting it to words we have to think that if I die and it did not happen then what will be the results to others? They can conclude that I was delusional or there is not God. Which would make Scott (another good friend) happy because it gives him support to his thinking. Now if it happens as I say it can be another thing but did I tempt God buy saying things that I should have not said. Am I

forcing God to either do as it is written or not.

I choose to think that by getting out of what was normal and getting into what I felt gave me comfort. I enjoy the change; I meet people very easily and find that change is what makes me happy. I go on fasting because it creates in me an unnormal situation that I find helps me to draw on another lift to my life. It was for weight but I gained by the change of diet. The point of all this is if you want something to be different you must get out of that which you are used to and create a change. That change is what you desire without knowing why. We justify our way with what we read and we read that because it is what we want to continue so that is why we read it.

There are many rules that we follow and things we do because they make us continue to be in the world we are used to and things around us are in a particular order for that reason. Long sentence which I am told not to do. It is hard stop doing those things that we are used to or that we have been told is the proper thing. We get everything in our own world to fit what we are used to and do not even consider that the change could be good for us.

If I never get another message out I would like those of you that have read this to know that the best message I have ever gave is this one. Learn to get out of that rut and find you can be happy with a change. Get out of the comfortable and find you are still able to live with the car not washed the bed not made the curtain part way open it; life will still go on.

 

A Messenger,

Verl K.

Lately I have backed off of speaking on our global airline called “Golden Goose Airlines” which would be a nonprofit airline and those working will receive benefits such as reduced plane tickets, stock in the airline which would be part of the income for employees.  Not to be overlooked would be the jobs that would be created by this airline. Understand this that to build this airline first has to come a corporation that funds the airline but that corporation would buy properties at different cities and they would build hotels at the airports so those flying on this airline would have a motel/hotel located right at the airport. This would be owned and operated by “Golden Goose Corporation”. This corporation would make profits by buying properties in the area the airline would be flying from. Also, the income from the hotels, stores, repair shops the cafes, the crops necessary to provide this is also extra-added income.  So, the cash made by the corporation would be humongous to say the least. Those cities that the airline would fly out of would have enormous income from not only the airline but the buildings, added runways necessary the extra places to service those planes would be owned by the corporation but the income would give jobs and added income to the cities supporting all of this. The jobs the training the schooling the housing can only be added incentives to other cities to offer space for the airline. There is no ending of the necessary need for this in many cities across the world.

 

Some time in the near future God will put this into the hearts of those that have the capitol to fund this and open them to the possibility of trillions of dollars waiting to be derived by such an investment. In the meantime, I will continue to bring forth other avenues of why this venture has been foretold to us.

A Messenger,

Verl K.

One day of fasting and I can think a little clearer but writing could prove to be an obstacle. I mentioned I still slept alone I did not say I did not have guests in my bed there is a difference.  Which brings to mind the old saying there are three things in life you cannot do. One is kiss a girl leaning away from you. Two is you can not climb a fence leaning toward you. Three you cannot push a rope. Another thing I am reminded of is those ladies that say I have a one-track mind. I tell them yes at least I have still have a railroad what is your excuse.

 

Life between the sheets is a lot different at my age. When I was younger I always wanted it to last longer today I hope can last till its over. Folks always told me I was to young to speak about sex all the time. Now I am older and those that told me that are all dead so I can stand over their graves and say I told you so. Life is only complicated to those that have their eyes on the road those of us that can still look between the sheets know that life is short enough without sleeping through it. There goes that train again and if I can have anything to do with it the train will not get hung up by the tongue.

 

Before giving up I have to explain that I am working on writing about fasting but what you should know is when fasting your body runs out of it’s usual source of Glucose and starts to breaking down fat for fuel. That produces keystones and makes thinking clearer and faster. Again, something to think about.

A Messenger,

Verl K.