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To Give

Posted on August 20, 2026August 20, 2026 by Verl

Life’s blessing are there for those that want them. It does no good to stop and smell the Roses if the mind stays on the trail ahead.

It’s a matter of living in Joy not living for Joy. To many are so busy living as necessary and not knowing what they live for. Giving is gaining one’s own wealth not what the other person says or reacts to your gift.

Let me tell you in the only way I can explain what I am saying. What is better than making love to the most outstanding, sexual partner on earth? Answer: Having them make love to you.

One must know and care that how they approach a situation is very important. What one’s own personal knowledge of what is important to us. We receive back to us that which we give to others, but they come back multiplied many times over.

We prosper when we find satisfaction in what we give, not what we want in return. What the other does with this gift you cannot control.

Know thine self. If you do not know where you are going why go out the door? When we communicate with another person we must keep in mind that which will make that person happy not what we a have experienced,,, unless it helps them, then it will come back many times better.

First question one must ask of themselves is what makes me happy? Where do I get my most satisfaction?

When we build a bank account in our  own mind of good things and loving things it becomes a lot easier to give that to others.

The Universe gives us back that which we Dewell upon. You say I have no money, the Universe says they like having no money because they say this so I will give them more of no money.

I have no friends. The Universe hears this and says they like having no friends so we will give them more of this.

Best way possible to explain this is quote  when ask; God said, “I AM”.  Take that to heart I am that which I say I am.

This is where the bank account starts. Now right now, at this very moment, I am; not I will be, or I was.

I give to you with warmth and care what you do with it matters not to me. I got mine when I gave to you.

A Messenger,

Verl K.

My first visit to Costa Rica step two of Verls World

Posted on August 18, 2026August 18, 2026 by Verl

Verl’s World second step

Having made up my mind to leave Nevada and deciding that I wanted to be able to see the sun rise over the ocean and knew that I would have to be on the East side of Costa Rica I contacted a reservation company online and told her I wanted a round trip to the East side of Costa Rica and give me eight days round trip. I figured I would go look and then come back if I didn’t like it. If it was paid round trip I would be sure and not have any excuses why I could not leave if I wanted to.

A few days later I changed my mind and canceled the round trip just get me there I will stay I told her. The next was contacting a realtor that had sold me the lot in Wadsworth to begin with, and I told Jessy who was the most wonderful woman to do business with. She listed the place and gave advice what I should do to prepare to sale it.

Debby Bush (main character along with her husband Terry, in my book “the Love  Triangle”), my neighbor and friend came and helped me get things laid out for a yard sale and helped me carry out stuff and get tables and signs for the yard sale. We spent two weeks giving stuff away (very little compared to what I paid) but finally got it down to a decent pill of junk.

I had told Peggy another neighbor I would donate it to a place that would sale it and give to the needy. Later found that I left it to the buyer of the house. Terry Bush took a generator and the inverters to sale and later put the money into my account. I had five fifty-dollar Gold coins I took and fifteen thousand dollars cash with me after giving my truck to my daughter and several thousand dollars.

I sold my car for ten thousand dollars to a friend’s daughter and could have gotten easy eighteen thousand dollars for it. Sold all my guns and ammunition and I felt like the pioneers that left the East coast when migrating to the west hundreds of years ago. Everything that could be put in the wagon they took what they couldn’t they left. I put all I could into a big suitcase and a small carry on and everything else was left to the winds.

Terry Bush took me to the airport in Reno, and I said my goodbye’s and a few hours later stepped off the plane in San Jose, Costa Rica then changed to another plane that took me to Limon. In Limon a ride was to take me to Puerto Viejo, and they did not show up so I hired a taxi and an hour later I was at the Bungalow just north of town.

Went in set my bags down and went to the bar and had a drink. I  had no idea of how I would get around so I rented a four-wheeler to allow me to go see the town. I had eight days to figure out where I would stay for permanently, so I went to a realtor, and they got me a house that I rented by the month.

Here I am now I have transportation and a house but have to find where I will move to for permanent accommodations. Found a realtor that looked for me a house which I rented all by itself down on a side road with private entrance.

Went to town and found a four-wheel cart all most like a golf cart with an extra seat so carry people and under the seat places to put my groceries. When I bought the cart I happen to meet a man who was buying a new scooter by the name of Michale and later when driving down the main road I see Michale setting at a table beside the road. Stopping to say hello to the only person I have meet so far I found the table he sat at was called, “The ass hole table”, all in the area new this table by that name. I ended up going there several times and meeting other people, so it got me into a way to meet others.

In this new house all alone and no one around it felt good to have the privacy but one day I put a water bottle into the fridge to cool and it had to be set on its side in order to fit. The bottle leaked and put water all over the floor. Beside the fridge on a chair was a shirt that I threw in the water to mop it up. Taking the foot, I went to sweep the water and the floor, which was tile and when water is on it I learned a new lesson. My feet went out from under me, and I lit on the floor hard. It took me twenty minutes trying to get up. I did not break anything but was very sore and lucky because there was no one with in hollering distance to help.

A day or two later I could not pass water, so I was plugged up bad. I went to a medical building and the doctor there put me on a table and inserted a tube up my penis which was a new experience, but she ended up putting me into an ambulance and sent me to San Jose to a hospital. I had not eat for a few days so when in the ambulance I made them stop at a fast food and get a hamburger. Lights flashing, they got immediate attention so that was fast.

Ten days in the hospital at two thousand dollars a day I told them they had to get me out of there I was running out of money. Not only the daily cost but the test and x-rays were on top of that. They did not want to release me until I told them I was about out of money, then I was in good enough shape to leave when they found me without funds.

Deciding I had to live where others could help me when in trouble I was at the ass hole table and meet Januze who had a place I could stay with people around me. He took me down and showed me the place and I thought it would serve me better. I went on another trip to look and on the way I passed Joss who was the manager for this new apartment. She was on a scooter and recognized me and stopped me to talk. I feel in love with that beautiful woman immediately. She was forty years younger and had no use for an old man, but we became good friends. It ended up that I took her to Cancun Mexico for a week (I had a diamond  ring very valuable and I had her put this on so that when we went into a room it was not to be looked upon as an old man and a whore, she would  never give back that ring, even though I told her it was not a commitment only for show) and we had a great time. Eat at the best restaurants and saw the town. We slept in the same bed, but I was not allowed to touch. One time she came from the shower with a towel around her I told her I would give he a hundred dollars to drop that towel. She laughed and went back so on the way I told her I have something in my hand and if you can guess what it is I will give you a taste but that only brought laughter. Right from the start I knew she was a baseball pitcher she had curves; slides and the sucker ball was me. Never did up to this day get a kiss or a touch but we were very good friends. She would walk past my table when I was out writing and the view from the rear was like the star spanked banner in high gear. “Oh, can you see”.  We had dinner on the beach at table a few times and the best cafes in town had saw us many times. She did not have money, and I knew I could offer enough that I could entice her but that would have ruined it. I told her when she comes to my bed to make love it will not be because I paid it would be because she wanted to join me. Stupid rules I have in life is amazing to me. I still refer to her as my wife she wares my ring.

After moving into number three apartment,  I hired Joss’s mother to cook for me, and Christina was needing money and cooked so much for me wanting me to be happy that I gained so much weight I had to tell her stop and no more cooking for me.   Christina had headlights that were so out there that if she fell on her face it would be impossible to hit her nose. She rode a bike and that gave her legs a strength that was gorgeous to say the least. She had bad teeth, so I took her to a dentist and said spare nothing make her smile look like her heart. I bought her a bike for a birthday present that cost over a thousand dollars so she would not have to pump, and she was afraid of it and would not ride the thing.

While staying in this apartment I realized I was walking like an old man so I found a Doctor Kevin, who could adjust me and was also a medical doctor. We became good friends and I now call him Master he is way beyond just a medical doctor he is in mind control also. The first visit with him he sat me down and spent over an hour explaining to me that walking bent over came from the mind as well as the body. After we stood up I tried to pay him and he said oh no that is only the mental now  we do the adjusting and work on the body. He popped everything from my toes to the top of my head. I have meet many people in my travels but none of them could compare to the intelligence this man has. Not just a medical doctor but a healer and a man of supreme values. With out a doubt he  could be practicing in San Francisco or New York City he was that good. He had worked in many hospitals and that is where he met his wife who was  a patient. I gave the doctor ten thousand dollars that first time to help get his new office into use and help those that needed his expertise in the worst way.

Walking on the beach one morning I ran into a man setting on a bench with his eyes closed and he said he had received the knowledge to open his eyes and someone who was going to be a big influence in his life was about to join him. I walked up  and we became good friends and his wife Nanci was into mind control and other subjects that I was drawn to, so we became good friends. Nanci and Barry had sold a home in San Diego California and gave it all away helping  those in need in the Puerto Viejo area. When I left for Colombia I bought a new cart with added lights and left it for them to be received after I left. I did not want the pat on the back or the verbale that would try to make the whole thing more than it should be. I gave because I could and they deserved it because they had earned it. Just let the gift be what it is and don’t make it into anything more.

Setting outside my apartment at a table writing with a laptop I meet many who became good friends, but it got so that the drinking and visiting were taking to much of my time. Rich and Wanda from the Bay Area of California came and visited me for a few days that made me feel a hunger for old friends again.

I had to many lady friends that would stop by and want more of my time than I was wanting to spend with them. I found myself in a rut of drinking and partying that was not what I wanted my life to become. Stay in my room and hide or get into situations that were tempting but not my desire for happiness.

Finding the ocean was amazing to me and I enjoyed it every day, but the nights were killing me. At eighty I could not keep drinking, and when I tried to write on a table in front of my apartment, there was always someone to show up and want to visit. I had many offers to share my bed but that was not what I wanted out of life.

After asking myself what I really wanted, I got out a map and looked knowing I could go back to the United States, or I could find some where else. I picked Colombia and then I wanted to be on the ocean so I decided that Cartagena Colombia would be the place I wanted to go and then I found I wanted to be at Boco Grande which was just out of Cartagena. It was a peninsula with water on both sides.

Don’t go there Verl the crime is more than anywhere you could have picked. Find somewhere else but do not go there.  Januse was a contractor of major projects his life made mine look small. He owned sailboats and many things that were to be admired. He gave houses, cars and toys to employees and Christmas baskets to all of those, so they took back to there family after a gigantic party. We spent many hours at the table outside apartment number three and drank rum, and I took to smoking and drinking like a mouse to cheese. I did tell him once, did you ever give to someone that did not have a befit to you? Someone that needed but could not return the gift in some way. Januse traveled the world and new most countries and the people way more than any man I had ever met. Very intelligent man who spoke many languages. He was Polish and it was fun for me to meet his friends from there.

I booked a flight to Colombia and that story is yet to be told. After eight months in Costa Rica, I was ready to leave. The things that I gave the things that I said were from the heart and in no way do I want praise or public acknowledgement I can write no other way than to say what it is and let the chips fall as they will. I do not use my last name I do not use my picture I do not want or expect anything in return for myself personally.

When I stand before God I will be able to say I did the best I could even though I had the sins of the human flesh and the desires more than most men.

A Messenger,

Verl K.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Gods Light

Posted on August 16, 2026August 16, 2026 by Verl

 

Just guessing but I would bet Gods lights of are just as bright for everyone who sees them.

 

But they would look different over a gallows than a garden of Eden.

 

A Messenger,

Verl K.

 

Lifes confusing

Posted on August 12, 2026August 12, 2026 by Verl

Life is confusing and baffling unless you acquire money then it becomes attorneys, specialties and bigger and better crooks.

Joe Bingilli was my partner in construction over fifty years ago and he had a down-to-earth type of thinking that sometimes was so true that it made you stop and scratch your head.

Joe said about insurance companies; The are built with specialists. They send a specialist around to sale you an insurance. Then if you don’t make the payments a specialist comes around to collect. Then if you have a claim they send another specialist around to fuck you out of it.

Right from the start we receive a bible and it does not tell you that even when you read it you don’t understand it. You have to study and pray about it to know the full truth.

So, life is confusing at the beginning, what is simple, and what is understandable beyond learning to walk and talk? Nothing my friend it is all a turmoil and problems one after another. I have had the times when I didn’t have enough money to buy groceries or pay for the means to get them.

I have had several times that I was so rich I could buy anything and not worry about the cost. When that happens, the world becomes trying to keep it. When you have money it is hard to hide it from the specialist that craw out of the dirt and rocks.

Of broke and rich I think life is easier to be broke than it is to keep it. When your broke and have no money the people in your world are also broke and have nothing. That in itself is a blessing in disguise, those about you have a common desire, wealth which is a false hope. Those friends find you have money and they want it. Now we lose those and find another level of confusion and desires. Now we can’t even trust the friends for fear of their honesty to us.

When does it ever get easy? I am only eight  three so you will not find the answer from me. Lets us the phone as an example when I was young we had a wall phone it was tied to the wall, so you never had to hunt for it. When you picked up the receiver to talk a woman would say “Number Please”.  I heard that so many times I don’t have to search the memory for that. If you did not no the number you would tell her I don’t know Davids number just get David for me.

She was our Google and we didn’t have to update her. Every phone was the same my number was 47M and it was in the same place every time I wanted it. Now I paid fifteen hundred dollars for a telephone that has ten thousand ways to store and find things. What do I get now? I message that my storage has ran out and I must update and get more or the information will not be keep.

Again, we are back to specialist they sold me the phone and now the usage is not as advertised it has a small clause that reminded me of the bible. The phone bill is almost two hundred dollars a month, so I call T-Mobil to find another way to cut the cost. The lady on the phone that I cannot hear says ten times I must give her the six digit pin number to be able to answer my questions. Ok lady give me a new pin number. Oh, I can’t do that you must connect to someone else. That took fifteen minutes to find what she said she speaks low and the sound of her voice is like a train coming from India through a mine tunnel. My eighty-dollar plan is two hundred a month what will it cost a month if I chose the hundred dollar a month plan?

In Colombia I bought two microwaves and they lasted about a month before they broke. No invoice so no refund so I buy another and save the invoice which is one step above nothing. If you take the invoice to them they will put it in a ben somewhere in the backyard and in six months tell you it ran out. The third microwave only worked on part of it before I left and whoever got it is ten days away from it breaking.

Now in Costa Rica you can not get packages delivered so I join My USA which guarantees delivery. I feel out the form I pay the money and now a package is sent from Florida and they give me the tracking number. I take to the post office, and they say that number is not good. She is speaking Spanish and it takes ten minutes to find they don’t need the number they can do it with your name. Its not there so I send to My USA on email where is my package. They write back and give us the tracking number. I send a copy of the invoice from Florida and hear nothing from them.

When I joined them they made me fill out forms with my address where it was to be shipped to so I thought they would send it. Now I find my package is on hold and they are waiting for you to tell them where and how you want it shipped. Why did I fill out that damn form in the first place if I have to tell them again? Why, when I ask where the package was someone did not tell me it is on hold at their business? Specialist again.

I would put up a hot dog against your penny that you could not buy a life insurance policy for ten thousand dollars, if you put up one million dollars, that it said only; If you die we pay ten thousand dollars.              No, they would not sale that, it has to take ten pages or no deal. Life is only confusing to those that do not live in a tent in the jungle away from people.

A Messenger,

Verl K.

How Verl’s World came to be. Very long article

Posted on August 6, 2026August 6, 2026 by Verl

                   How Verl’s World came to be

I was living in Wadsworth Nevada living with Shirley Burns who we had meet online in love at AOL. We got together and if we married she would have had to give up an income from her late husband so that created our living together and not married.

I had sold a construction company and had cash, so we used that cash to buy a fifth wheel trailer and travel and not to be tied to any particular place. We meet my brother just outside of Flagstaff Arizona and he showed me things necessary to live and be comfortable in a travel trailer.

We agreed after traveling for several years together that we should find one spot and she wanted to own a house. I had spent a lot of money up till now and she agreed to be fair she should put part of what I had already spent toward the house. She borrowed against her home in the Bay Area to use in return for my investments, so we were both even.

With cash in hand from that loan, we bought property on the Truckey River after much searching for what I required to fit my idea of staying in one place. Since both had put money toward this property we signed a document giving the other ownership (right of serval) in this so that when one died the other owned it outright.

I had experience in developing this property sense I had been a contractor doing the same thing for years. Together we put in power pole and got electricity. Up until then we were living on the property and using a drop cord two hundred feet long which only gave enough power to charge the batteries in the fifth wheel. Lloyd and Sue Byrd allowed us this for free and it got us by until the power was installed.

I rented a backhoe and had the chance to buy one for twelve thousand dollars, but she refused to go along with that, so we paid more than that renting by then she saw the mistake, but it was too late then. With the machine I dug across the property and installed and second power panel, so we had power on both sides of the property.

The property ran from the road to the Truckee River our back property corners were in the water of this river. The front on the road, but the problem was the well for water was just off the river and requirements for the septic system / sewer system had to be over a certain distance from the well so the holding tanks and drain field had to be at the front of the property. It was an engineered system, and it was the most expensive complicated thing I had ever saw. Unlike most where the drain field allowed the water to flow out this had to be pumped into the drain field which was flat and all the water in each line would drain together because it was under pressure.

I told the inspector I did not see how that would be possible to do, if one line was a half inch to high it would not work. He said I would do it or it would not pass inspection. If any of the necessary pumps quit there was an alarm to be very loud and a blinking light also. I had bought the property for twenty-five thousand dollars and five years before it sold for eighty-five thousand dollars, and they  had gave up after putting in two storage tanks, trying to finish this sewer system.

After spending over thirty thousand dollars and two months’ time I put the system into operation having passed all inspections.

With power and sewer, we had to install a pump for  a well that was already drilled. I hired a man to come and install that sense I had no knowledge on this and did not want to do it again. With water, sewer, and electric we purchased a manufactured home and hired a man who turned out to be a great friend and together we had a twenty-four by forty-eight-foot home. We agreed the home was to be colored and anything inside was for her choosing. I built a patio on the back ten foot by fifty which was longer than the house, but I had windows from one end to the other and the view was fantastic. Thirty-five feet from the water and twenty-five foot above the river.

When the power was off any power shortage we had no water so with no power and no water I was not satisfied with that even though he power was not normally down. I installed a solar system that would feed batteries and the water pump was capable of operating without city power. I had dug the pump house the last day of rental of the backhoe and put railroad ties on each side of the hole with steps down into the well house. I did not want a well-being house above ground that I had to look at and destroy the view of the river, and the winters froze the pipes, so it  was a now briner for me it had to be below ground.

Having built a tool shed I installed the batteries in that, and it allowed the freezing winters from the solar system and the batteries. I put solar panels on the wooden fence that I had put up to give us an area to build outdoor recreation privately. I installed the solar panels on this fence and on top of the tool shed. The hardest mind problem was the well was two hundred and fifty volts and the startup currant for the pump was mathematically different what was capable of starting the pump.

I bought several inverters before I finally found what was necessary to run the pump, two inverters tied together. Education costs rather in a school on in the field. By the time I was finished I could throw a two switches, and be on solar, or I had a generator that could supply the house and the well.

At nights I had been telling friends what I was doing and sent out emails to those that was reading and asking questions of all of this. I made many friends in Wadsworth, and they helped and those that were out of state also came by on occasion to visit with us. By then I had about fifteen or twenty who I was sending these emails to. Lloyd Byrd one day while visiting said Verl why don’t you call this Verl’s World that you are sending out to others? I laughed and joked with him about this but I started to send these to people on the list and Terry Bush a neighbor and friend (I wrote a book called “The love Triangle” after asking Debby and Terry if could use their names) came by and showed me that I could make a list of Verl world and just hit one button and have all those I was mailing to easy and not have to list each one every time I mailed out this article.

Many times, while writing this  article I would say this is my last one and I fully intended to quit bothering people with this. Then something would happen and I could not help it I would go to the computer and complain or tell my thoughts on something that would get under my skin.

Debby Bush, Terrys wife would make me pies and drop by to visit and she encourage me several times to write what I wanted and stop worrying about what she or anyone else thought. Just say it Verl and if we don’t want to read don’t have to. What I wouldn’t give for one of her Lemon pies today.

Scott  Harrington another neighbor who was a physiatrist and two doors away would give me very good conversations on God and a different view. Scott’s  name was used and part of his personality came in my first book published “The Ghost in the Coffin”.  I did not use his last name because I wrote to him asking permission and he didn’t write back. He got married while I was in Costa Rica and I told him I would fly home and add to the wedding by marring them, if he wanted but not wishing that I had no response. No humor there but would have been fun had he desired a little extra at the wedding.

I can honestly say I loved every one of my neighbors, and Billy and Lessley Powell were next door, and he got into drones and was also in a book last name only “the Love Triangle”.  Bill was an engineer and very intelligent and we visited over the fence and on the patio many times. Lessley and Shirley were very good friends.

Andrea (spelled wrong but memory short) and Tim, become very good friends, and she encourage me to write, and when I was about to leave Nevada, I said I was not going to continue writing Verl’s World I was going to Cosa Rica and find a wife and just loaf. She said, “Verl don’t you dare go and leave us wondering what that women will look like and what you are doing. She said make me a promise you will keep it up and let us know.”

While this was going on I wrote a book called Great Eagle, then I added to that with book number two of Great Eagle, then book three was written. I worked on “Checkmate” which was the near-death experiences I had gone through. But what I knew about writing was nothing compared to what I was reading. I have read about five books a week and did for over twenty-five years. Lately it has dropped to two or three because of the time writing cuts out and I will not give up a nap to write. Some things in life are necessary and that is one I cherish dearly.  I have completed book four of Great Eagle also at this point.

In February I had trouble walking so I had another knee replacement. Shirley helped me to get up from chair and get onto walker in March. In April I had to help her get up into walker. She had hand shoveled the gravel out of the back of the truck allowing us to build this private area beside our house. I was digging trenches by hand at 78 years old and they were thirty-four inches deep Frank Headmen from Springville Utah said, “Hell Verl I could not even get out of that trench if I fell in, let alone dig it with a pick and shovel.” So, we were in pretty good shape until 2025.

They told Shirley that she had terminal cancer and it was beyond help two weeks later she died. I begged God to save her don’t take her away from me. I pleaded and begged him to save her. But it was not to be. If any of my writings were to be known or something I was to do later, came about, he knew about then, and you would not be reading this are anything else I have ever written.

She died and I was left setting in a chair in my front room after having a daughter come and try to help me but that was not possible either. She left and I sat there and looked at a television which was not worth my time, and I hated wasting it in front of that one-eyed monster. I decided I wanted another woman and I was not going to set in that chair and wait for death.

Making up my mind I started to think what can I do? I was living in a house paid for but was making payments on the loan that was in my name. I had been paying taxes and insurance on Shirleys house in the Bay Area where her son had lived there for over twenty years off of me. He had paid nothing except keep it up, and even then when the furnace went out he would not even fix that. So, I decided house paid for, income from social security, and no bills. I could set there forever until I died, or I could get up and live.

Deciding on Costa Rica then knowing the country was narrow and I could be on the Pacific Ocean or the Caribbean. Then being a morning person, I decided I wanted to see the sun come up more than watch it go down. Now I have cut the country in half I decided the Caribbean  would fit me better. I put the house up for sale and all my friends said, “Verl you are 83 years old, and you want to go somewhere where you know nobody, you don’t speak Spanish and what about hospital? Don’t go at this age, that would be crazy.”

Because of  the length of this, and the rest as Paul Havey said, is history. I will send this to the clouds and watch the storm grow, or die, but thanks to Debby and Andrea it is now part one, of how Verl’s World came to be. The travels to come, will show how the web page, and more of God works, will be if,,, he is willing and the creek don’t rise, as history says.

A Messenger,

Verl K.

 

 

Thanks to you

Posted on August 4, 2026August 4, 2026 by Verl

Admiration for those that have made history and gave us something or someone to be proud of. Can anyone  imagine what it would take to put together this whole world and the things that we take for granite? Did you ever consider that all that we have all that we look forward to was put together in the twinkle of an eye.

The writers who have so humbly gave us things that we read, and know, they put together this information, but think deeper, and understand this ability was handed to all of us.

I think of the day in Panama City when taking a break from the closed confines of the Casino I was in. I went to the doors that was the entrance to this hotel/Casino and there was a small table there for snacks, smokers, lunch and whatever. The sidewalk table took part of the sidewalk and the curb for the road was right there in front of me. Panama uses dollars not pasos, so I had gotten several dollar coins. Along would come these poor and starving people. The young would hold their hand out. When I placed a dollar coin in the hand of one of these very young children and watch the eyes light up. The smile and the gratitude they thought was theirs. God placed a spot in each of us for kindness and love. How could these be thought of thousands of years ago? I continually thanked God for giving me the opportunity of feeling that and allowing me to be able to hand and watch the child wrap their in their little fist around that coin, and what they said was in Spanish not English, but it came through as it was intended.

How could one possible think of giving us the ability of those feelings, those smiles, those very emotions that is hard to put to words.

We watch the athletics in all their splendor and are amazed at what they do but that was handed to them with the same breath we each received. The great voices we hear, the gifts of our world is not thought of as to the creator, had blessed us with this, and knew at the time what he had created.

The woman spends time making the meal, but her ability was handed to her generations ago. Things what we do, say, and feel, have been gave to us with deep thoughts, and careful planning. Consider I felt good giving a dollar, but he had to think of making  that dollar. Making the moment to pass that dollar, the child was part of this, and when we really stop, and think of what that must have taken to plan all this out, makes me say, “Thank you for being my father”, and thanks for giving me the breath, and ability, to say I am truly humbled by your gifts to all of us, and that you knew when you did it.

 

A Messenger,

Verl K.

A Mirror

Posted on August 2, 2026August 2, 2026 by Verl

Walking along the beach one day I found a mirror washed up on the sand. The more I looked at it the more I realized it was just about the right size to fit into my bathroom. As I dug the mirror out of the sand that covered it I was startled to find it had not even been cracked, broker on reflection dimmed.

Picking it up very carefully for fear I would be the one to brake it. l took it very carefully home and found it was exactly the size I needed over the sink in the bathroom. I am thinking how it can be it is not only in new condition, it fits like an egg in its own shell.

As I stood back and looked I said out loud to myself, “how this can be so perfect?”  On the mirror in dark black writing appeared a message.

                                                                                                                       Because you ask for it.

First thing that came to mind: I do not remember asking for a mirror.

On the mirror appeared another message:

                                                                When you were standing right there you made a mental image of what you wanted.

In answer to that, I thought I make many mental images are they also brought to me?

A new message appeared:

                                                      What you are looking at in the mirror is what you imagined, and now you are seeing those images today.

The wrinkles at the side of my eyes, the lines along side of my mouth, the drooping of the skin, are they also not naturally there?

The next message appeared again which brought questions of how all this can be but before I had a moment to dwell on this was written:

                                                                 All of those things you see in the mirror are because of previous mental images, you created,

                                                                     when worries, angered, frustrations, dim lights, squinting to find answers to images.

Mystified by the writings in front of me, caused me to wonder how can what I am seeing, possibly be possible?

                                                                            What you see in the mirror are those images yesterday, brought to today.

First thoughts into my mind then why am I not rich?

                                                                                                        What riches would be greater than this?

I had money, cash and personal wealth in mind.

                                                                  What greater riches than money, or material wealth, can I give you, if you only Imagin riches?

Alright I will go along with all this, if only to see the greatest gift possible, to receive. What would that be?

                                                                                                                         Know thy self!

A Messenger,

Verl K.

 

Rooms made availble

Posted on July 30, 2026July 30, 2026 by Verl

Receiving an email from my personal friend Pedro who is extremely close with me in many ways he showed me that “Checkmate” my latest book was now available on Amazon. He sent a picture of my two books on the internet, and a strange phenomenon came about.

I found a height of increadable this has now came about. First you must know that this book came about after over 30 years of writing and changing and re-doing I had strange feelings. Then when that flashed through my mind I saw a feeling of thankfulness, then pride, then those that had helped me to get to this point.

All at once like a heard of turtles ran through, slow but so many the heart had to flutter and I all at once found what God had meant when he said I will build a house for you and it will have many rooms. I got a taste of those rooms, not in the future but right now in this world.

The rooms he makes available are those hidden thoughts those emotions of splendor and thankfulness. It became obvious to me he had these rooms for us to dwell in and all available in the blink of an eye. Those rooms are in our very soul for eternity.

I found that I just saw a few of  those rooms. I had no grander of what I had done, what I felt was deeper, and more educational than any one of  them. The total graphs that came to me was not a personal anything it was like the rooms were for my viewing and I could see that all this is tied together in harmony and love.

The book I speak of “Checkmate” was true and a history of near-death experiences that I had been happen to me in this life. When you read and see the times that I have almost died and been saved you will see just one room of many built for us. That book was most obviously made in one of the rooms  created for my life and its purpose.

My being  saved has more meaning than that I had put to words that which was given to me. How can one be proud of personal gain when saved from death? How can I feel pride in writing the book? Do you see I can not be proud of writing any more than I can be proud of being saved. I have the same room in my heart for Pedro, for Gatekeeper publishing, for Sergio for helping with web page. Do you see they are all rooms made for us, and this is only my way of saying to God, the universe and all of you. Thank you for allowing me to share that which I have received and most graciously pass to you.

A Messenger,

Verl K.

the Telephone

Posted on July 28, 2026July 28, 2026 by Verl

Growing older has many disadvantages but most are because of Habits and things that come on so slow we do not know they are taking our lives the same way a master takes control of a subject of his slave.

When I was a young man still wearing short pants. That alone should be brought to light. You were not to wear long pants until you reached a certain age. This stopped before my time but the saying still has a place.

If I went to a friend’s house when I was a ten years old and he was counting marbles when I went into his home and he looked up and said, “Hello”, then went back to counting  marbles I would get up and go home he was obviously to busy to see me.

If he came over and brought the bag of marbles with him and said, “Hello”, then opened the bag and started to count I would watch for a few minutes and go outside and leave him.

If I were on a date and she was to spend more time talking to someone else than with me I would get up and leave her and never date her again.

Cigarettes and whiskey are habits that are so strong that the person who is addicted to them pays no attention to what other people are smelling or watching. Those are microscopic to what we are allowing to be in society today.

We have allowed the telephone to take precedence over our very fabric of attention either personal or socially. If you laugh at someone who smokes because of health and expense you should really enjoy watching a film of yourself when you cant even go to the bathroom without the phone. Eat a meal without a phone. Read a book, visit a friend, play with a pet. We have allowed ourself to be hypnotized to the point where we are slaves to a phone.

It became obvious to me last night when traveling with two friends in a car and my phone rang. And rang and rang and rang. Each looking to me as if is your hearing that bad you don’t hear that? They are thinking. I said, “I hear it”. But I did not answer it. I found that I was being control by an instrument of mind gathering, mental diversion, that I would not allow.

Who could be on the phone that could not wait till I was the one that decided where my attention should be?  I have be exposed to many things in life that were habits of personal involvement but nothing on this earth has ever touched the fact that I am to stop my very breathing, movements, anything or everything I am doing should come to a halt because of a stupid telephone.

One would not go into public without a shower or personal hygiene, but they will stop whatever is going on to answer a phone regardless if they know who it is or not. Setting across from you when this happens makes me want to say, “You go ahead and talk on the phone I will just set here and fart while I wait.”

            Think about it you could be reading the bible and the phone rings, and you will put down the book to answer the phone. Why not just say out loud. “God will you wait a moment someone more important wants me”. Do you think that is less to me,, when we are speaking and you stop and talk with someone else?

What has became of our social skills that we would  be visiting with our closest friends and let a stranger butt in? Artificial intelligence has not destroyed what we have allowed now, and it will only get worse. We have became a slave to a damn phone. A phone has taken our ability to reason, our ability to think for ourselves, and it has been so slow, and gradual that now it is a common thing.

Forty years ago, if we were setting at a table, and you were to say to me. “just a moment I have to talk to someone,” and you would get up, and go aside, so as to have privacy on a telephone, when you came back I would have been gone.

That’s my very point, not only you, but I have allowed you to do this and have done it myself. What has happened that we have let the telephone control our own thoughts? No habit can touch the fact that we are controlled by this. We would not allow smokers, a drunk, a person who has not showered it ten years and stinks to high heaven. Someone who is naked or dressed filthy to set across from us. Yet we would ignore them to answer a phone. Who is the lowest in respect for the other? And worse yet no one can see it. How can we become such a vegetable in life?

A Messenger,

Verl K.

A Messenger not The messenger

Posted on July 25, 2026July 25, 2026 by Verl

Sometime when I am resting and or writing in a book or even when I am writing these articles I have a enter thought that I should say or write something. Where that comes from I have found maters not in the least, but something that I feel should be told keeps nagging at me and the story I am wanting to tell should have been told several times before now but for my outward feelings sometimes is put a  aside and not said. I have such a strong push to put this to words I am about to tell it as it will not leave me alone. Over and over again it echoes in my head.

When I was a young man in Utah I had then and still do many friends that I grew up with and shared many of lives questionable moments.

One of these was I continually ask friends if they believed in the bible. Now understand this I was not a religious fellow; I just had questions that I wanted to hear their responses to.

I received what I found to be a “Caned answer”. They would invariably say I believe as long as it is, “translated correctly.” Many times, I heard this, and each time I would study on that answer, knowing in my heart that it was an answer that satisfied each one that said it, why the bible could be wrong. Or it justified the way they wanted to comprehend something else ,that was not quite according to what the bible said.

After many years of dwelling on this and that is not an understatement. I thought on this for years and continually remembered that “Caned answer”.  If finally found meaning to me that what they were saying is their God was capable of having men write the bible, but he was not capable of helping another translate it as it was intended. Why can a God be so powerful and knowledgeable that he can give one the ability to write it but can not give another help to translate it? Is God limited? Not if one thinks about it.

As I put words to this article, do I receive that which I speak of? Where do I get the advice, the subject the material to say to the world what I can’t help but write. I feel strongly that I am a messenger of something, is it God?  If not God who? What?

I finally accept that it does not mater if it is not God, but it makes sense to me and others should I not continue to put forth that which is in me screaming to get out. I know I am a messenger not the messenger but a messenger. Jesus was “The” messenger.

If people did not believe him then, and he told straight out who he was and still no one believed him. I know not where or why I am a messenger, but does it matter? If what I say is not a contradiction to truth and honesty is what I say bad? Am I wrong putting words to my enter thoughts and sharing them?

I have ask of the heavens for answers to my thoughts, but the only thing that stands out is, who reads, how many reads, or if no one reads, why should I worry, about what the reader thinks, of what I say? If I find comfort and joy in putting words to my thoughts and it is stuck in a hole in the depth of the earth does it matter?

Once again I find myself wondering what the purpose of this is? Have you wondered why you read the things I write? I guess we will never know the answer to that question.

A Messenger,

Verl K.

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